Chapter 42

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Perries Pov
Jesy and Jade were now here and it was cute seeing them go all gooey over the 3 babies in the room. Soon after Leigh, Andre and the twins left to go home and try and get everyone settled. My mam was coming up later with some more stuff because we were slowly starting to run out of certain things. I wanted my own bed so badly but I suppose this is what it best for her. I knew Alex didn't blame me at all for having to stay here but I wondered wether he was just as fed up of hospitals as I was. I still had a slight headache however I didn't feel sick anymore.

Alex's Pov
Jesy had Olivia on her knee and I was talking to Jade. Perrie was quiet and very zoned out but I think she is just tired. She also hated hospitals because of the amount of time she had to spend in them when she was younger. I started to play with her hair to see if she would say anything however she just kept starting at the wall. "what's wrong baby" I asked quietly so that Jesy and Jade couldn't here anything. She didn't say anything back in reply and still wasn't looking at me. I saw some tears in her eyes and knew that she was thinking about some stuff.

JN: Should I place her back in the incubator so she can have more oxygen
A: If she's going blue then yeah
JT: Perrie what's wrong
P: Nothing leave me be
JN: Perrie we all know u very well.
A: Please baby what's on your mind
P: I just want to go home
A: I know u do princess
JT: Can't be much longer now
JN: Like you said before she has improved so much since yesterday

Jades Pov
We were all trying to get Perrie to calm down a bit when there was a small knock at the door. I got up to open it because Perrie and Alex were both cuddled up to one another. I opened the door and it was just Just Debbie.
JT: Hi Debbie
D: Hi jade u alright
JT: Yeah how r u
D: Good I've just came to drop some stuff off
JT: ok. You might be better for this but somethings up with Perrie and she won't say anything
D: really. I'll try and ask her

JT: Perrie it's your mam
P: Hi
D: Hi darling
P: Thanks for that
D: It's fine. Do u want to come talk for a second
P: Okay

D: Perrie please say what's wrong. Everyone is worried about you
P: Do u think I'm a failure
D: No of Cource not. Why in the world would u think that
P: I bet me and Jonnie could breathe when we were born and you wernt  in hospital for however long I am going to be
D: I was actually in a week with both of use
P: Wait why
D:  Same reason you are. It means nothing. You have did nothing to hurt her. and even if u had a c-section it might still of happened
P: Do u think Alex blames me
D: 100% not darling. He cares about you both and knows u did nothing
P: Okay
D: is that why u were so upset
P: a bit yeah
D: U know I'm proud of u don't u
P: I do now
D: come on then let's go back in

Perries Pov
I felt a lot better after speaking to my mam sometimes you just need to hear your mams voice. Everyone stayed a bit longer before going home and leaving just the 3 of us.

A: You alright now
P: Yeah sorry about all that
A: It's fine
P: Can u believe she is all ours
A: Nope it still doesn't feel real
P: Hopefully we can leave here soon
A: When u were with your mam the doctor came in and said she can leave in 2 days
P: Really
A: Yeah
P: I'm so happy

2 days later
We were now on our way home and I couldnt be happier. The dogs came rushing to the door followed my Wendy who must of saw us through the window. Shortly after my mam came round the corner and it looked as though they had been tidying up.

A: use didn't have to tidy up
D: Honestly it's fine
P: One of u can hold her if use want to
W: I'll get her

Perries Pov
It felt amazing to be back home. I had missed it and the dogs. The first thing I did was put my pjarmas on because I wanted to be comfortable. We were thinking of having a bit of a movie night to wind down and relax a bit. I felt alot better now and was ready to watch my little girl grow up. Tomorrow our mams were going back home and Mat and Georgie were coming in the afternoon. To meet Olivia and just have a catch up because it had been a while since we last saw them.

We were now in the cinema room watching the movie. Olivia started crying a bit but settled after I fed her. I didn't want her to get to used to cuddles so put her in the crib and I was also tired myself and didn't want to fall alseep holding her even though there was lots of people in the room.

Over the next few chapters there is going to be a few time skips because instead of writing a sequel I am just going to continue with this one xx

Also the name will be changing just incase use get confused xx

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