Circle: The Love triange that made me crazy

Circle nine

No matter how Hard I tried, I could not get Zack out of my head. He was stuck there and I was forced to think about him. I liked Zack, but I had a boyfriend. I still could not get the kiss out of my head. It was almost perfect. The downside was the Johnny saw the whole thing. I wanted to kiss him back that day, but I knew I shouldn't. I liked my relationship. Johnny is perfect for me. But there's something about Zack. Something that makes me smile when I think of him, something that I can not place that makes him unforgettable. And I don't know what that is yet. I wish he never made me feel this way, I wish he was just like any other boy and just was obnoxious and annoying. But their both great guys. I already made my decision. But why can't Zack get out of my head? I don't like Zack do I????

I arrived to school a half hour early. My mother made it clear to me that she would be here after school and would be not allowing me to do anything until my grades have improved. I knew they where bad. But I didn't really care. I was going through a break up. And those things are hard. My mother seemed pleased that she had control over me the entire weekend. Luckily, she never caught Johnny in my room with me. I kept thinking she would and he would never be able to see me again. I didn't want that to happen. But he did leave his books at my house. Which I have to give to him.

"Hey babe" Johnny greeted me when I walked in.

 He's so sweet I thought, why would I like Zack.

"Hey" I said, blushing. "Here's your stuff from last night" I handed him his things as we walked to my locker. I noticed Zack was following. Part of me wanted to tell Johnny and the other liked that he was following me. Maybe he does like me too I thought. I snapped myself out of my thoughts when I heard Johnny ask me something

"What" I said

He gave me an irritated look.

"Nothing" He muttered.  I saw his face get angry. He turned around to face Zack and Lilly. How'd she get there, she wasn't there the last time I turned around. I noticed they where holding  hands. I felt my heart sink.

I thought he was there alone. I guess not.. Maybe him and Lilly are dating? I asked myself. Lilly looked at me funny. She seemed to be so distant with me now that it seemed like we weren't even friends. It made me sad

I walked into Algebra and saw Zack sitting at his desk. he was so cute. I thought. I knew I had to get these thoughts out of my head soon. That would not be good if i blurted them out to someone.

I can't like Zack can I? No I can't I have a boyfriend.

Zack stayed in his seat and watched me the entire time. He said nothing to me. I couldn't say anything to him. How bad would I look if I said "I'm sorry, I really like you but I chose him" I would make a fool out of myself. And I knew that Zack did not like me. He was dating Lilly.

But the kiss

It was so real I could still remember it now. He just kissed me. Full of passion and desire. He could like me.. Can me

"Brenna" 

I heard someone calling my name

"Brenna:" They said louder

I looked around and saw Zack Looking at me.

"Hey, sorry. Zoned out for a second there" I said. I didn't realize I was blushing until I felt my face get hot. I glanced down at my phone to see if Johnny texted me.

"WHAT" I screamed in disbeliefe. This can't be

Travis wants to get back together with me???

"What's wrong Brenns"  Zack asked. No ones ever called me that before. I liked it. Especially coming out of his mouth.

"Um.... I can trust you with a scret right" I asked, not knowing how he would take this

"Yeah" he said questionably

"Ok, I got a text from my ex" I said. I was extremely nervous. He could go berserk and try to hurt him, which I wouldn't mind because this is my ex. This is my ex here, The one who cheated. It's nice that

Zack would defend me.

"Ok, and" I heard him say

"Never mind" I rolled my eyes and turned away

So much for him defending me. I thought.

*Zack's P.O.V*

I wondered what it was that she wanted to tell me.

I watched Brenna text on her blackberry.

She was so pretty. I thought. Johnny was lucky to have her. He seems like he doesn't care about her all that much, He's a great guy but I don't think he is right for her

I am

She must think that I am giving her mixed signals or something, But what can I do? I can't be telling her I like her if she has a boyfriend. I really like her. She's so different from all the girls I met. Even Lilly.

The only reason I'm dating her was because she wants to  get Brenna Jealous. Which Is the meanest thing. She'll hurt her. Lilly wants Johnny. And I want Brenna. If we can make it work it will be a win win situation.

Mainly, that won't be the case here.

She wrote more stuff down that Mr. Lee was saying, I was not paying attention whatsoever. If I had a choice I would watch her all day. she's perfect. And let's not forget about that Kiss. I can't believe she just let me kiss her right in front of him.

I wondered if she liked me.

I know  I like her and what's the big deal if we like each other. It's not like anything can happenShe's out of my leayge. But how did Johnny get her.

From the Conner of my eye I saw Ruth. Damn did I hate that girl. She used me the first couple of days to get back with her prissy Boyfriend. She wondered over to me. I looked at Brenna from the Conner of my eye. She was sending Ruth death glares

She had to like me If she was doing that.

that I hope she did

Johnny better treat her right. Or he won't know what Hit him

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