Circle: The Love triange that made me crazy

Circle thirty three

I never realized I had feelings for Zack until today. He was with me the entire time I was home. I barely cried about Johnny but when I did Zack was there to help me through it. He's an awesome person and I see him more then a friend. I wonder how he see's me more then a friend.

 I woke up in the middle of the night and looked to my cell. I had no messages but I wanted Zack here to talk to. I doubt he would be awake now, it's one in the morning anyway. I began my  text and waited for him to reply. I waited a few minutes before I looked at my phone again. And to my surprise Zack sent me a text. I climbed out of bed and put on a pair of black sweats and a red tank top. I found my moccasins and house keys. After getting dressed I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I skipped the make up because it wasn't necessary. It would be for tomorrow though.

I grabbed my phone from my bed and walked downstairs. Thank god it was a Friday or else I would be killed tomorrow. I followed my footsteps one by one in front of me as they made their way in the direction of Zack's house. When i reached there, there was a small bit of light showing from the closed blinds.

I sent Zack a texting letting him know I was outside. I saw the light shut off and in a few minutes Zack was appearing in front of me. I felt my heart begin to beat faster in my chest. I didn't notice these feelings before. But I didn't mind them.

Zack appered in front of me. A huge smile formed on my face as Zack engulfed me in a hug.  He smelled good and I did not want this hug to end. We pulled apart and Zack took my hand and lead me in the direction of his back yard. I smiled and sat down on a bench Zack did the same, still holding my hand.

Even though not much was said I loved every second of his company. I was now hoping Zack would think of me more then a friend. All those nights had to mean something didn't they?

"Brenna, I'm sorry about Johnny. I'm sorry I wasn't there" Zack spoke up. To me, It didn't matter. He was with me now and I was happy. I didn't feel sad. Maybe because I was in His company. Alone, which I haven't faced yet,  I don't know how I will feel.

"It's fine Zack. I don't feel sad. but I am shocked that it all happened. It's just, overwhelming" I put my  head down only to feel myself being brought into Zack;s embrace once again. The familiar feeling I had always had comforted me when i needed it most

"You know I love you right" Came is soft, calming voice from above me. I nodded my head beginning to feel sleepy. But I fought the urge to sleep.  Zack took my hands in his hand held me tighter. This was something I did not want to loose at all

Zack pulled me tighter. I smiled as I felt him against me. I felt safe and at ease with him near me. I needed nothing more but him.

"Brenna I have something to ask you"

I nodded as he said this. I was hoping me would asked me what I had been hoping for since the day I met him. I still knew that there was something about him that drew me to him. I knew one day we would get together. If now is the time then so be it

"Brenna would you like to be my girlfriend" Zack asked. I noticed a bit of hope in his voice. I looked up at him. The sun was beginning to show over the horizon. It had to be about five am now I could see his face in the light. He looked sleepy yet happy at the same time. I cupped his face with my hands as I looked into his eyes, Those beautiful Green eyes where the one's that first caught my attention in October.

"Of course Zack" I smiled and wrapped my arms around him. I could not be more happy. I"It seems a bit soon but I think we can make it work don't ya think" I smiled as I rested my head on his shoulder "Yes I think so"

Zack stood up and lead me to the direction of his back door. He opened it for me "Ladies first" I let a small blush from on my face as I walked in "Thanks" Zack nodded his head, shutting the door firmly behind him.

I followed him up the stairs and in the direction of his room. it still looked the same from the last time I was in here. But maybe a bit more cleaned up. "Sorry about the mess" He seemed embrassed by it but I did not care. This was the way he was. And he was the type of guy I liked. One I was in love with

I rubbed my eyes as I sat down on the far side of the bed. Zack mentioned me to come close to him. This should not be an unfamiliar thing to me. I've slept beside him a bunch of times. "I'm glad I asked you out. Think everyone will approve" I nodded as he rubbed my back. I noticed my eyes begin to get heavy and my eyes begin to close.

I woke up the next morning to the smell of Coffee "Morning Brenns" I turned my head and lifted the pillow from above me, pushed the comforter beside me and sat up. There, Zack stood with a cup of Coffee. My lips twitched into a smile as he handed me the cup

"We're meeting at Matt's at noon" I checked the time and it read 11 o'clock. upon that, a voice mail from my mom. I listened to it quickly as Zack disappeared from the room. I hurried myself down the stairs to see him waiting for me. "I gotta go home for a bit, wanna come or meet me at Matt's"

He grabbed my hand and lead me out the door. We arrived at my house not to long after. Zack let me go and I hurrired to shower and change. I pulged in my phone as I began to pick something out to wear.  I found my faded skinny jeans and black flats. Since I couldn't find a shirt I headed to the shower.

About twenty minutes later I was back in my room. I checked the time again which read 11:30. I had a half hour. I rummaged through my closet finding my white cartoon network t-shirt. I changed into my outfit also finding a black zip up sweatshirt which I put on, leaving it half open. I went back into the bathroom to apply some make up. I put on some black eyeliner and mascera along with a light dusting of pink eye shadow

I was back downstairs in ten minutes. "You look beautiful" I smiled and blushed at Zack's compliment. I grabbed my keys and lead him to my car. Zack gave me a quick kiss before allowing me to drive.

My nerves where going insane as I drove to Matt's. As I pulled up I saw everyone's car already there. "I hope they'll like us" Zack rubbed my hand as he gave me a smile "They should be fine"

We arrived inside hand in hand. I had to admit, I felt really good about this. As we walked to the basement I grabbed Zack's hand a bit more. "Take it easy babe, it will be fine" He assured me. I released his hand a bit back to a comfortable grip

"Hey Brenns!" Annaliese greeted me as I walked in. "Hey girlie' I gave her a hug as she had everyone else crowed around use to greet us.

"Hey, I know that look Kat" My face began to feel hot as I spoke I knew all eyes where on me but I felt very happy

"About time you two" I turned to Zack who gave me a huge Kiss on the lips "Love you a ton brenna. And that;s for becoming my girlfriend"