Circle: The Love triange that made me crazy

Circle twelve

My mother dropped me off at school early this morning. I managed to get back home before she entered my room to wake me up. If I wasn't there I do not want to know what would have happened to me

I wanted to avoid Zack as much as possible. But I knew I would not be able to do so. Not after that Kiss

His lips lingered on my lips throughout the entire night. I was replaying the moment over and over inside my head

If felt so right

It was wrong

I loved it

I shouldn't have kissed him. What if I lead him on?  I can't cheat on Johnny. He doesn't deserve that. But what if I hurt Zack. Then what? Will I ever date him? Will he still be my friend.

I sat in Biology in silence. Johnny was absent. I wondered why. I didn't have Kat's phone because I left it with Zack.  I wondered if he is alright. The bell rang signaling us to leave. I hurried off to Math to find Zack. I was edger to talk to him. I knew it was a bad thing.

When I arrived at the class I saw Lilly hanging all over Zack. He seemed to enjoy himself. I felt myself becoming angry. He kisses me twice and the next thing I know he is having Lilly hang all over him!

He was Travis all over again.  I could not go over that again

Zack saw me and looked away quickly. I was in shock. I could not believe he could do this. I thought that Kiss meant something. I see now that he is leading me on. I will not fall for him.

But it's impossible because he was so good looking and of those perfect green eyes that made me melt whenever I saw them. I snapped out of my thought and began to listen to the teacher

Zack walked in and would not look at me. And I would not look at him.

"Brenna" he whispered. I wanted to look in his direction so bad, But I couldn't. No. I had to stand my ground. If he was going to lead me on then I would not allow it to happen. I learned my lesson, I would not repeat it

"Brenna" He repeated.

I had to force myself to stay focused on the teacher

"I'm sorry Brenna. I don't know what came over me" He said. Why was he defending Lilly? well they where dating, so  I could see why. I wanted to yell at him for what he did.  How could he do that?

I glanced at Zack from the Conner of my eye. He looked sad. I wanted to help him. I wanted to hold his hand. No! I can not think that way. My brain was still occupied by that Kiss. I had to talk to Johnny.

The bell rang Zack dropped a piece of paper on the floor before he left. I bent down to pick it up. He wrote something

"Brenna,

You shine like the morning sun. When I'm with you I feel alive and happy. I laugh and feel like my whole word is complete. I can trust you with anything and your secrets are safe with me. I will always be there for you. Don't ever forget that. Please don't be mad about Lilly. See you tonight under the window.

Z

I closed my eyes as I finished the note. I found Zack at my locker

:Thank you" I said

 He smiled. And gave me a kiss

"anything for my favorite girl" He said with a chuckle

He headed off to his class as did I.  Zack occupied my thoughts until I think I would explode. I had to be with Zack. Somehow I would make it work

The school day went by like lightneing. I still thought of Zack. The note was the sweetest thing anyone'e ever said to me.

I was so happy it was nightime now. I would finally get to see Zack. My heart was racing. My hands where sweating. I never been this nervous. I wondered why he had this effect on me. I wonder if I did the same to him.

I walked to Zack's. His desk lamp light was on and the window was open. He was waiting for me.

I blushed as I got up to the window.

"Hey sunshine" He said as I got inside. My face was red and I was defently blushing,

Zack got up to give me a hug, which of course I  have back. He have the most greatest hugs. They where so warm and inviting

We sat up for hours talking. From time to time he would kiss me on the cheek. I loved every second of it

"Can I tell you something" he asked, It was close to one in the morning

"sure I said with a yawn

he laughed and placed his hand on my cheek

"I like you. A lot Brenna" He said. I think  he was blushing a litte but I couldn' tell

"I like you too zack" I said He gave me a serious look. "I mean I like you more then a friend"

I was waiting for this moment for a while but I wondered why I was not smiling. I put my head down.

"I like you too Zack"  I really do

Zack leaned in, I knew he was going to kiss me and I had been waiting for this the entire night. The kiss was quick but romantic. I kissed back and Zack pulled me ontop, This can't happen. This shouldn't happen

But I love him