Circle: The Love triange that made me crazy

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"I love you Brenna"

"I love you Brenna"

"I love you Brenna"

Kept replaying in my head all day. Zack's words would not leave me alone. I wanted it to stop be it didn't. He didn't. Zack waited for me at my locker the following day. Luckily Johnny was there to get him away. I am so lucky to have Johnny as a boyfriend

When lunch was over I went to Health. My new semester class. When i walked in,Zack was sitting in the back. He mentioned me to come by him.

"Brenna" Veronica said. I squealed.

"Yay your hear!" I shouted. I glanced at Zack who was frowning. I looked back at Zack who was on his phone, I checked mine quickly

Hey Brenna Boo, See you later tonight

Z

I did not respond to the text. I looked back at Zack and winked indicating that I got the text he sent me.

Health ended and I went to my locker, Zack came over and Smiled at me yet again. I looked at him and hurried off quickly. We both had study hall and I knew that he was thinking,

I went to find Johnny. I wanted to be with him at this moment not Zack. I finally found Johnny, He was talking to Matt

"Brenna" He said

"Hey"  He smiled and gave me a kiss. Johnny walked me to study hall. I signed in and was about to leave, Zack was sitting in the back of the classroom. He was glaring at me. I moved closer to Johnny.

"Don't worry he isn't welcome around you" He whispered to me. Johnny lead me to his car and held the passenger side open for me. I climbed. If  I  was to make out with Johnny it would feel right.

Johnny got in the divers said and kissed me. I placed my hand on his cheek. He slowly got his tongue in my moth. His lips where so warm.  I Knew I wanted more. We pulled apart gasping for air. Johnny pulled me closer to him and kissed me again. His hands where on my lower back and soon under my shirt. He moved his hands up my back. Johnny un did my bra and made his hands to my stomach.

We made out for a little while longer. Then he  pulled me to the back  seats. Johnny laid me down and began to kiss my neck. A moan escaped me as he kissed my collar bone.  I wanted more, Johnny kissed my neck and placed his hand to my stomach. His hands traveled up my body. I felt a shiver up my spine as he slowly moved his hands under my bra.

None of this was like Zack. It felt more passionate and real to me, Without warning Johnny's phone began to vibrate. He glanced at it quickly

"Matt texted me, we have five minutes" He said.

We walked back into the building. I went to my locker to get my things.

"Brenna come with me now" Annaliese said out of no where. She pulled me to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror a black and blue mark was beginning to form on my neck

"I have to cover this up. I can't go home like this my mother will kill me" I said. Annaliese handed me some cover up and I applied it to my neck.. When it was covered, I handed the make up back to Annaliese

"Next time don't let him go so hard on you" She giggled. "He did not!" I said.  The bell rang and we walked out of the bathroom. "By the way what;s up with Zack? he's been all prissy" She said

"What" My draw dropped "Yeah, he got angry and went hone" She said.

I got off the bus and looked at my phone. No text messages. He didn't text me I thought,, But I knew where he was.  I hurried home and climbed the stairs that lead to my room. I found Zack sitting on my bed

"Where have you been" he growled. I stuttered before speaking "School" I said. Zack got up and stood in front of me. In his eyes I could see that something was bothering him besides anger. His green eyes did not shine like they always did

Before I could react he kissed me quickly.

"I love you Brenna" He said. Tears came to my eyes. I knew he didn't mean it.

"You don't mean it" I said. I could not loose what I had with Johnny. I had a boyfriend who loved me and I loved him, he was always there for me when I needed him.

Zack pulled me into a hug "Yes I do" he said. He wiped my tears with his hand. I cried harder into his chest and he kissed my head. We laid down on my head and I soon finished crying. I knew we couldn't be together, I just didn't know if Zack knew that as well.

"We can't be together" I said.

"One day" He said softly

We laid in silence until it was dark out. Neither one of us felt like saying anything. I did not have feelings for Zack, even though I wanted the answer of why he made out with Charlotte.

"Why Charlotte" I asked.

Zack looked at me and put his arm around my shoulder he pulled me close. "I don't know, To be honest Brenns, I wasn't ready to commit to a relationship. I got nervous and she came on to me and I just went with it" He said. I did not want to think about that day. The only good thing that came out of it was that Johnny and I got back together.

I said nothing "It was nothing, not like you and me" He said I couldn't handle any more, I shut my eyes to block out all the words. I knew he didn't mean one word. I saw him kiss Charlotte again today.

"Please don't lie" I said, He looked at me like I was crazy "I saw you kiss Charlotte" I said. Zack put his head down.

" I know I did" He said, I laid back down and tried to block him out, I couldn't take it, I needed it all to stop, I began to sob. Zack pulled me close and I cried into his chest again.

How can I deny that I love this? my thoughtd had to stop with Zack. We could never be, But there will be a one day will there? I looked into Zack's eyes and I saw that he was sad,

"I'm sorry, I'm just having a hard time with all this" I said. He nodded and gave me a hug. "We aren't together so don't make a fuss, I won't make you do anything you don't want to" He said,

I knew he was telling the truth. But how much of it?

Zack whispered into my ear "I love you" I fell asleep soon after