Crap. There's blood all over me now. I should probably clean myself up before I go back to the dorms.
I looked down at the man below me. I stared long and hard at his pale face. I tore my eyes away and watched the sunset for some time.
You meant no harm. I am sorry.
I disposed of what was left. It wasn't tough to do this. The League was very quick and ready to teach me all their little tricks.
This was one of them.
I laid my dirty clothes down on the grass and jumped into the stream. The red faded away into the pale blue water.
I should get back to the dorms now.
The numb feeling never left. I still feel like a disappointment to the people who matter most in my life. The crack that was separating us was only growing.
I feel as though it's wrong to have doubts.
They helped raise me, and now I'm having thoughts like this.My eyes were fixated on the ground below me. Occasionally, I'd bump into people as they passed by me. I could feel their stares, but what could they possibly do.
People only help those we are crying out for pain. It's only natural. People like me, who suffer in silence, are overlooked.
It was selfish of me to think they could see what really lord behind my eyes.
It was pointless to believe that the world would ever look into my eyes and see that I was desperately aching for someone to notice that I was crying out for help.
The ground below me turned familiar, and I realized I was in front of the dorms now.
I really don't have the energy to fake with them today.
I kept my head down low until I made it in front of my room. I quickly entered and took a huge breath in.
I headed straight for the shower until a knock appeared at my door.
Are you kidding me?
I dressed quickly and hid my clothes under my bed, and changed into another outfit.
"Hey Y/N. I noticed you just got back. I'm supposed to make sure you're alright?" The voice belonged to Midoriya. My hand hovered over the door handle.
"You looked a bit down when I saw you enter. I'm just checking on you." His voice was timid but he was being sincere.
I opened the door and looked him straight in his eyes. Whenever I looked at them, I felt warm. I felt like a huge blanket was being wrapped around me.
I know I'm being weird. Just let me look at you for a little. This is all I can do right now.
His eyes softened, and they darted back and forth between mine. Almost like he was looking for something.
"Can I come in?" He whispered. I didn't respond, but I opened the door wider, and he welcomed himself in.
We sat down on my bed, and I fumbled with my fingers.
Would he still look at me like that if he finds out everything I've done?
"Y/N. Are you alright?" He leaned a bit forward and tried to lock eyes with me again. I nodded my head.

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