Wherever You Are ; muke [completed]

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Luke's Suicide Letter to Michael

Dear Michael,

If you're reading this, it means I am not one of the few people who survive jumping off a bridge, unfortunately.

I'm sorry. I'm only apologizing for having to kill myself.

Because you should be the one apologizing, you inconsiderate bastard. You're a dick, you know? I thought you loved me but you never really did, did you?

But somehow, I still manage to love you. All the shit you've put me through and I still fucking love you. What a joke! I'm so pathetic, desperately in love with someone who will never and has never loved me back.

This is what's best. I want to die, Michael. I hate to leave Ashton and Calum, but they'll be okay on their own. They have each other. You have your university friends. As for my parents, they don't give two fucks. They hardly even give one.

You were the love of my life, Michael. And then I realized I was dreaming.

So I woke up and I let go.

Luke x