Iwaoi Oneshots❤❤❤

My R part-2

Au: none
Setting: Iwaizumi's house and rooftop
Triggers: bullying, bad thoughts, suicide
Type: angst and fluff
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❤Oikawa's POV❤
"I am ready." I neared the edge. "This is it."

I can not... I can not...do it...
I am...I am scared..
Ugh! I am so pathetic.. I can not even do this right...
I can not die...
I am so...pathetic..

I searched for my phone. Thinking maybe after seeing the messages again...I can do it.

I switched on my phone and saw over 90 messages. 'What?'
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❤Iwa-chan❤

Hey love,is your leg okay?
I hope you get better❤
Sunday,17:02

Hey,Babykawa. How are you?
I hope you are eating well.
I miss you..💜
Monday, 19:45

Hey honey.
Are you fine?
Are you mad at me? Why are you not answering?
Love you💜
Tuesday,16:55

Seriously,tell me did I do something wrong?
Is that why you are ignoring me?
I am sorry if I did something..
Wednesday,11:56
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✨Seijoh hoes✨

Yahaba👀👄👀
Hey captain! I hope you are fine!
It is very boring with out you..

Mad dog-chan🐶
As much as I hate to..
I agree with Yahaba

✨Makki✨
The gym is too quiet for my liking

Mad dog-chan🐶
I did not know you knew how to write properly.
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I had tears streaming down my face. I did not realize I was crying..

I forgot.. How could I?.
I forgot about all the positive things in my life and focused on the negative things... I-I am sorry..

I did not..
O god what was I going to do..
I was going to kill myself...
I-I.. O god....

I realized...
All the 'boys' I have helped was...me...
I was convincing myself not to commit....
Oh my god..

I ran down. I ran and ran and ran... I ran to the place where I know I am welcomed.

I pant as I reached it. Should I? Should I ring the bell? I sigh. 'Here goes nothing. I hope his parents are not home.'

I ring the bell. Then I could hear some shuffling and a "coming!" I sigh. I pull down the sleeves to hide the bandages.

I look down. Then I heard the door open and a gasp. "Toruu?" I heard the familiar voice say.

I miss him. I do not know why but I started crying. "Wha- why are you crying?" I look up to him. "I-Iwa-chan I-" my voice cracked.

He had no idea what was going on but he hugged me. I felt welcome and safe in his arms. He wrapped his arms around me tightly. I cried. His hug tightened.