Iwaoi Oneshots❤❤❤

If only

Au: None
Setting: mentioned
Triggers: heartbreak
Type: angst
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❤Oikawa's POV❤
Iwa-chan, a name that has always been in my mouth,a person I talked to for as long as I can remember. I fell for him. My first love.. I thought he liked me too...but that was until..
"Oi Shittykawa!" I heard,I knew that voice."Iwa-chan!"I turned around.'There was Iwa-chan...with a girl?' "Iwa-chan who is she?" "Toruu meet Himiko my girlfriend, Himiko meet Toruu my childhood best friend." That moment my heart shattered in a thousand pieces. "Hi! Hajime told me lots about you." "Hi!"I said enthusiastically hiding my emotions.

You took me to dates with her no matter how much I denied. It made me sad seeing how much you loved her and back. But I couldn't hate her how can I,she was so nice.If only I was her..You brought her to practices. You laughed and talked with her and sometimes you would make me join...It hurt.
"Toruu!" I saw Iwa-chan and Himiko."Yahoo~ Iwa-chan and Himiko! Need something?" "Yea would you like to come with us to Cafe Ari with me and Hajime?" "I-I dont want to be a thirdwheel." I said nervously. "Don't worry Shittykawa you won't.Now come." Iwa-chan grabbed my hand and took me. I sat in front of them seeing them laugh and giggle hurt. I looked at my phone,"I have to go I have some work to do" "'Kay bye" I went home and cried my heart out.

Here I am...at your wedding with Himiko.. "Any objects?" I wish I could but I can't. I am happy as long as you're. I don't want to ruin your wedding. I will eventually get over you I know it. But seeing you everyday didn't help...

If only I confessed sooner..

If only I didn't fall in love..

If only you were gay..

If only you liked me..
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Sorry for the angst.
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