Iwaoi Oneshots❤❤❤

Masks

Au: my au, has some head cannons
Setting: none
Triggers: trauma, anxiety, pressure
Type: angst and fluff
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❤Third person's POV❤
Masks..

Is it a covering for a face worn as a disguise? To amuse or frighten others? An object we can see,touch and feel?

Or..

Is it a mask no one can see? No one but you? To hide your true emotions and feelings? Your true self? If you hide behind it so much,you start to loose yourself?

It can be both but for Oikawa and Iwaizumi it was the second option, they could relate to.

Oikawa...

Who is he?

A narcissistic boy,who thinks he is perfect, better than any one else. A popular boy who is selfish. Some one perfect..

Or is it just his mask to hide his true broken self?

Oikawa comes from a broken family. Well it was broken until his mom divorced his biological dad and re-married.

He remembers most of his child hood,living in constant fear. Crying him self to sleep while hearing his parents fight.

Thought it is not like that any more. It still left him traumatized. Left him scars no one can see.

'If you act like that,no one will love you Toruu.'
'You have to be perfect.'

Words from his biological father roamed around his head rent free.

People may say,you were too younto remember such stuff. Must be your imagination.

But they do not know what it is like.

Yes,Oikawa may have been young but this traumatizing memories are scarred in to his head.

'Perfect'

A word Oikawa has heard from his child hood, his biological father. He tries to be like that.

He hid his true broken self.

And doing this,he lost him self. He does not remember when was he,his true self. He does not...

'Who am I?'
He asks to himself in the mirror everyday..

So tell me.

Is he a narcissistic boy? Who thinks he is better than every one?
Or
Is he a broken and lost boy? Who just wants to make his biological father be proud of him once in his life?

Iwaizumi...

Who is he?

A tough and strong boy,who is very mean,rude, who puts his grades above every thing. Who is very intelligent.

Or is it also a mask to hide him self?

Iwaizumi comes from a strict family. His parents wants the best for him. Great grades,strong and stuff.

I know most parents are like this. But his parents wants the best.

Which ultimately puts lots of pressure on him. He has to maintain good grades along with playing volley ball and going to gym every day.

It was not much and he knows there are kids who have it worse but it is still too much.

Eventually he developed anxiety. He first saw symptoms in middle school so he went to a therapist secretly and turns out he was correct.

But he has not told his parents yet. Nor has he went to the therapist after that.

He would stay up late at night to study. Once he fainted due to the lack of rest. After that,his parents does not pressure him too much any more.

But Iwaizumi still wants to do the best for them. After all,they have done every thing for him so why can he not?

He has not fully lost him self...yet..

So tell me..

Is he a tough guy? Who is very mean? Not caring about one's feelings?
Or
Is he an anxious guy? Who wants to please his parents for every thing they have done for him?

No one saw past their masks except themselves. But Iwaizumi saw through Oikawa and Oikawa saw through Iwaizumi.

They are together. They are there for each other.

With the help of each other,they told their parents what has been bothering them.

I am not going to say being with each other,they got better.

They could feel better but they still need professional help.

Their parents could not believe they did not notice their kids were going through so much and they did not notice.

They did get professional help.

They are healing with the help of their parents, friends and of course each other.
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It is some what like a vent chapter. If you are having problems at home or any where. Please talk to some one.
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