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Chapter 7:Lisa or Jisoo?

Y/N POV
They have been talking among themselves for quite a moment,I don't want to be impolite but I hope they don't forget about my presence at the same time.Thankfully,they return back without me having to urge them to.

"Y/N,we are definitely fine with it,we will treat you just like how we did back then,"
Rosé's words only addled me more but it's alright,as long as they don't mind about me having condoms in my luggage.

"Y/N,what's this bottle for?"
Jisoo picked out the Horida bottle that rolled out from my luggage.

"That's just my vitamin,"
I snatched back my Horida bottle from her hands swiftly,worrying that she will find out what is that.

"Can I have one?"
Rosé asked.

"I don't think so,it's only made for me,"
Jennie then pulled them to another side again while I throw the bottle back to the luggage and zipped it up in no time.

No One POV
"I think that's what she used to control her hormones,she is a girl with a dick after all,it's complicated,"

"You're right,"

"We shouldn't ask too many things about her body,she may feel offended,"

"Okay,"

8.58p.m
They are sitting on the couch in the movie room(seating arrangement:Jennie-Jisoo-Y/N-Lisa-Rosé)while watching 'The Conjuring'. Jisoo doesn't agree to that idea at first as she is scared,but after getting a deal of sitting beside Y/N,she accepted the request without thinking twice.

"Y/N,I am scared,"
Jisoo leans closer to Y/N gradually,she is actually not that scared but she doesn't want to miss a chance to have physical contact with Y/N.

Y/N POV
"Could you give me your hand?Please,"
I am too weak to say no to that,Jisoo unnie looks so adorable.

Maybe I am gay.

"Your hand is so warm,"
Jisoo unnie remarked.

"I want your hand too,"
Lisa unnie takes in my hand and a satisfied smile appears on her face instantly.

This is not okay,my heart is beating so fast.

Only Jennie unnie and Rosé unnie are focusing on the movie,Lisa unnie and Jisoo unnie are busy caressing my hands in theirs.I am getting mentally uncomfortable but physically enjoying at their behaviour,that's perhaps very subjective.

"Your skin is so soft,"
Lisa unnie rubs my hand against her face and I could feel her breathing on my hand,I am not sure if I could withstand this.She is seducing me and I can't seem to contain myself.Her lips look so inviting,it's luring me to taste it.I am slowly gravitated towards her,my lips are inching closer to hers.Suddenly,someone snaked her arms around my waist,interrupted me and Lisa unnie abruptly,it's Jisoo unnie.

"Why aren't you paying attention to me?"
She pouted cutely.

"I am just..."
Before I could finish my sentence,I froze as she placed my hand on her chest.What the hell is she doing?I bet that my face is visibly red now because I could see her smirk.

"Are you shy?"
She leaned closer to me,making our faces less than one inch apart.I quickly looked away from her and kept back both hands of mine from them.

"I am ti...tired,I will just go and sleep now,"
I left the movie room immediately,my heart is going to burst soon.I almost kissed Lisa unnie and Jisoo unnie,that's so close.

No One POV
Y/N has been staring at her hands for a solid fifteen minutes,she can't remove the sight of both of them looking at her so temptingly.

She looks for every article about liking two persons at the same time,trying to persuade herself that it's completely normal.

When she finally calms down,she realised that she has a serious problem here.Lisa or Jisoo? She can't pick both of them at the same time,it makes her look like such a playgirl.

Pick Lisa,but Jisoo treats her well,she is reliable and she is so caring.Pick Jisoo,well, Lisa is cute and she will be hurt if she picks Jisoo.What about this?Choose none of them so both won't be hurt in the end.Maybe that's the only solution for now,everyone won't be hurt this way.That's the final decision she has made.

After that,she remembers that she has to consume her Horida before she goes to bed.She has been keeping this habit ever since three months ago,the day when she is 16.Unlike usual birthday present,her father gave her a blue bottle with lots of pills inside.

"What is this?"
Y/N asked her dad innocently.

"Y/N,I am sorry,"
That's odd,why is her father's voice trembling?

"It's okay,I will explain to her,oppa,"
Jieun aunt,who is only eleven years older than her spoke out.She has a close relationship with her aunt since their relationship is more like friends than relatives.Y/N treats her like her own unnie,Jieun also treats her niece like her own little sister,they don't have barriers between them.It's rather weird to see Jieun talked in such serious manner.

Jieun took her to her own bedroom,settling down opposite her and then proceeded to tell Y/N about the whole thing.

"Y/N ah,our family had a curse that's very troublesome,and it only occurs on female in our family,anyway,you know why I always have a bottle with me?"
Y/N shook her head.

"Well,that's to control the heat inside my body, if I didn't take it on time,I may have to suffer from the desire to have sex,unless I took that kind of medicine your dad just gives you on time,you're a big girl now,you could totally understand what I said,right?"

"Is there a way to solve this problem?Do I have to stick with this medicine forever?"

"No,you don't have to,but you need to marry someone who loves you after twenty,that's when the curse will be gone,I have married Jiyeon and now the curse on me is gone,"

"Only after twenty?"

"Unfortunately,yes,"

"That's stupid,"

"Yeah,it is,but it's happening,just take the medicine on time and you will be fine for the next four years,"

"It is risky though,I won't be able to take the medicine on time every time,human makes careless mistakes sometimes,"

"In that case,masturbate and have sex with someone could help,of course the effect will only last for one day,and you can't just have sex everyday right?"

"Okay,fine,stupid curse,I will take the medicine and try not to skip it,"