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Chapter 8:Jennie or Rosé?

9.21p.m
"Y/N?"
Rosé called out her name softly from outside.

"Yes?"
Y/N is eating her medicine and she panicked right away.She doesn't know where to hide the bottle so she keeps it inside her pants(she doesn't have pockets for that pants)out of reflex reaction.

"Can I come in?"
They're sharing a room,Rosé doesn't want to enter the room without Y/N's permission though.

"Of course,"
She lays down on the bed,pretending to scroll through her phone.

"They are watching another movie,I am getting sleepy so yeah,"

When Lisa said they're going to sleep in the same room,Y/N expected individual beds but instead,she has a bed that is almost like two king-sized beds merged together.However,she doesn't complain about it,she doesn't really mind,she is just awkward around blackpink.

"What are you doing?"
Rosé lied beside Y/N,peaking at Y/N's phone.

Article:Is it normal to like two persons at the same time?

"..."

"..."

Y/N forgets to get out of the window after she read this article a while ago.

"I can explain,"
Y/N throws her phone away instantly.

"You don't have to explain to me,but I want to know who do you like?"
Both of them are sitting opposite each other, face to face.

"Maybe I am just confused,you know,like,I may not really like them,it's just this feeling that keeps me blushing whenever I thought of them,"

"I can't help you if you don't tell me who they are,"

"You can't tell them then,"

"Sure,"

"They are Lisa unnie and Jisoo unnie,"
Y/N lowered down her head shyly,while Rosé...

Rosé POV
She only likes Lisa and Jisoo,how about me?How about Jennie?That's not fair,I need to fight myself for a place in her heart too.

I pushed her back down on the bed,pinning her hands on top of her head.She is caught between both my legs.I lifted her chin up and stared right through her soul.Her cheek is still flushing,probably because she is thinking of Lisa and Jisoo.That thought makes me feel even upset,making me grip on her chin harder. She should have known better.

"Yah,how about me?"
I asked in a demanding tone.I can't held back my jealousy,I am never one who gets jealous of anyone but this is different.

"You...I..."
Her eyes are shaking,and her cheek is reddening even more than just now,is she scared or shy?

"Y/N,I like you,"
I confess directly,her eyes widen in shock and I am so worried that she will faint anytime soon as she seems to stop breathing after she hears what I said.

"Hm,"
She acknowledges it with a soft hum.Her eyes averts away from me and her hair makes her look messily gorgeous.Along with her well-defined jawline, she drives me crazy like nobody else does.

I lean down to her neck,leaving wet kisses on it. Oddly,she doesn't fight back,giving me the permission to do what I want to her quietly.

"Oh my god,I can't believe that they want to watch frozen 2 instead,"
Jennie breaks into the room,I swear to god,this is the closest thing to make me murder her.She dragged me away from Y/N immediately.

"Idiot,she is having a boner,"
I looked back at Y/N,Jennie is right,something is standing straight in between her legs.

"Isn't it great?I give her a boner,why are you pulling me away from her?"

"You don't even know how dick works,what do you think you're able to do next?"

"Well,just go with the flow,I guess,"

"But I am here now,there is no way I am letting you enjoy with her all by yourself,"

"What do you want then?"

"Let's have a threesome,"
Jennie unnie smirked.

Y/N POV
That's so dangerous,what the hell just happened?I wiped away Rosé unnie's saliva on my neck using my sleeve,I don't hate it.Wait,I don't hate it?I thought I have OCD,what the fuck?

Is it because I like her too?But I have already like Jisoo unnie and Lisa unnie,and now Chaeyoung unnie too?I don't think this is morally right,I can't just fell in love with three people suddenly.

"Love could happen anytime,there is no such thing as "suddenly".It's not wrong to like three people at the same time,that's just how you feel,it's normal,Y/N,"
It's that voice again,the one who spoke to me the other night when I don't have my Horida bottle.

"Y/N,"
I am back to reality when I heard someone called my name.Jennie unnie and Rosé unnie are walking toward me seductively,what's with the sudden change of atmosphere?

Rosé unnie sits beside me while Jennie unnie kneels down in front of my core,I sit up swiftly, she then spreads up my legs slowly.I am so puzzled,what is happening?She tucked on the hem of my pants,intending to pull it down. No,my bottle is inside,I quickly grabbed her wrists,preventing her to take any further action.

"Do you want foreplay?"
Not knowing what to say,she takes my silence as a yes.That's not what I mean but what could I do?I can't just let them see the bottle inside my pants,I will look like a weirdo.Fuck,I should have just put the bottle inside my shirt.

"Take it easy,we will make you feel good, alright?"
She coaxed.That's not even the main problem,I need to find some way to get rid of the bottle in my pants.

"Are you virgin?"
Rosé unnie asked.

"Yeah,technically,"
I replied,masturbating won't count as losing your virginity,right?

"No wonder you're so stiff,"

"It's okay,relax,"
Jennie unnie caressed my face tenderly,I lose it,she sounds so consoling,thus,I nod my head before I realised it.I am not supposed to respond,fuck,now I will really lose my virginity to a girl that I barely know for a week.

Do I like her too?

I think so.

She is approaching closer to my lips and I bet we could kiss if Lisa unnie and Jisoo unnie never open the door abruptly.