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Chapter 12:Special someone to Rosé

"What's wrong?"
Jennie could sense that Y/N's mood changes, she hopes that it's not because of her but she also thought that she is probably the reason why Y/N becomes unhappy.

Y/N shakes her head again,not willing to share her thoughts.Jennie wears back her shirts and she assists Y/N to wear back hers one too. Jennie then tells the other three girls to come to the room and have a proper talk with Y/N.

"You know that we love you right?"
Lisa asks and Y/N nods her head lightly.

"You can tell us what happened,we won't laugh at you,"
Rosé continues to comfort Y/N patiently.

"Unnies,I may hate sex,I don't know anymore,I am so confused,it's like I need it but something inside me feels sinful,I do enjoy the pleasure all of you give me but I hate it overall,I feel like I am so filthy and always been so needy,"

"No,Y/N,don't think of it that way,sex is nothing to be embarrassed about,it's healthy to have sex,you shouldn't think that you're filthy just because you need it,"
Jisoo said.

"How about this,you could choose when to have sex with us,as long as you're ready?"
Jennie suggested.

"Can I?"

"Of course,we're here for you,always,"
Lisa said.

"I love you all so much,"
She hugs all of them gratefully,she has such good girlfriends.she could never ask anything more than this.

*Break end*
Saturday
8.11a.m
Y/N has spent time with both her girlfriends and family,she has also knows more about the curse with her aunt's help.She continues to consume her medicine as she doesn't have sex with four of them ever since that day.They have never complained about Y/N not wanting to have sex with them,they encourage Y/N to take her time instead.Besides that,they also avoid physical contact with Y/N,they do it out of good intention but Y/N has to admit that she is indeed a little frustrated due to the lack of physical contact.Moreover,she is too shy to ask for hugs or cuddles.

Y/N hasn't told anyone about her relationship with the girls yet.Mostly because she doesn't know how to start with,she can't just simply go to her parents and tell them that she is dating four girls at the same time.That's wrong on so many levels,she is sure that her parents will chase her out of the house if she ever does that. She needs to find a way to persuade her parents that she is in love with four of them and can't possibly separate with any of them.

Y/N is wearing her uniform when someone breaks into her room without knocking.She almost shouts out loud in shock,luckily,it's Rosé.It's kinda dangerous too because Rosé is obviously turn on by the sight.

"Unnie,I am changing,"
Y/N said while buttoning her uniform quickly.

"I am sorry,I just want to ask if you want to have breakfast with me?The rest of them have their own things to do right now so I am the only one who is available,"
She took off her gaze from Y/N,as she knows that Y/N is not comfortable with it.

"Alright,let's go,"

8.24a.m
"Get yourself a new girl so soon,Roseanne,"
Joy teases as she approaches them.She thought that Rosé is trying to hook up with another girl again.

"Shut up,Sooyoung,she is my girlfriend,"

"Your girlfriend?You actually do serious relationship?"

"I am serious,say hi to Y/N,and Y/N,this is Sooyoung from red velvet,"

"Oh,so she is Y/N,"

"Yes,"

"I have heard things about her,she is like the new transfer student,am I right?"

"Yes,Sooyoung unnie,"
Y/N replied politely.

"She is a good catch for sure,I don't think you have difficult time trying to make her listen to you,huh?"
Sooyoung giggles lightly.

"Her...well,you're right,not difficult at all,"
Rosé said while making intense eye contacts with Y/N.Y/N blushes after Rosé finishes her sentence,she looks away from Rosé,focusing on chewing her food instead.

"Unnie,I told you to wait for me,"
Yeri yells at Joy.

"You're old enough to look for me by yourself,"
The two continues to bicker with each other. Meanwhile,Rosé is staring at Y/N affectionately,giving her all the attention.

"Unnie,eat your food,"
She kindly reminds Rosé.

"You're the shyest person I have ever seen in my life,"

"I guess,I am,"
She admits.

"Are you full?"

"Yes,why?"

"Since we have a little bit free time,let me take you to my favourite place,"
She remarks mysteriously.

8.42a.m
"Unnie,what is this room for?"
They have just headed into a room that is full of artworks everywhere,on the floor,on the tables,on the couch,basically anywhere Y/N could spot.

"My personal art room,I usually create all my artworks here,"

"You have your own personal art room?"
Y/N is completely in surprise,she knows that Rosé is good in art but she doesn't know that it is to the extent that Rosé is able to have her own art room in the school itself.

"Yeah,no one else could enter here except for me,not even the teacher,"
She brags.

"It must be very special to you then,"
Now Y/N is reluctant to follow Rosé,she is worried that she may accidentally destroy anything in that art room.

"It is,and I will only allow you to go in,"
She gives Y/N the privilege to enter the art room whenever she wants to.

"Me?I don't think I am-"

"Y/N,you're my special someone,and you are always free to enter my special place,"
She holds Y/N's face and looks into her eyes deeply.

"O...okay,"
Rosé bites her bottom lips,she wants to kiss   Y/N so badly but she doesn't want to make her feel uncomfortable.Before she could ask Y/N for the permission,the girl has already pressed her lips on Rosé's one tenderly.