Go f*ck yourself

Chapter 49: Here and there

The next day
Text message
Adecy: Are you okay?🥺 Yesterday you suddenly left your seat out of nowhere, did someone piss you off or something?

Y/N: You are?

Adecy: Adecy, your mum gives me your phone number yesterday 😁 sorry for not mentioning my name earlier on

Y/N: It's totally fine, I am fine, just a little tired yesterday, no worries 😊

Adecy: Oh, okay, I thought you were angry lol

Y/N: I was not, haha

Adecy: I am sorry if this is personal, but don't you think that the girls are way too close to you?

Y/N: They are my girlfriends 😅

Adecy: You guys are all in a relationship?

Y/N: Yeah, they are all my girlfriends

Y/N can't count how many times she has to go through this super awkward process where she needs to introduce all her four girlfriends.

Adecy: Oh, I see, no wonder they send me a jealous vibe when I talk to you, they must be very attached to you, hehe

Y/N: I hope they don't intimidate you. I swear, they don't mean to be rude, they are just very possessive and they need some time to adjust to your presence

Adecy: I understand, Y/N, no problem, it's normal

Y/N: I just don't want them to scare you off 😣

Adecy: You will be such a great friend, Y/N. I am being so honest here, you are probably the first person who give me a very realistic reaction once you know that I am a transgender. Many people will pretend to act friendly to me at first and then avoid me the very next day. Thanks for not ignoring me 😊

Y/N: I literally do nothing. In fact, I feel so bad for hesitating what to say at that moment, I could have just show you my support right away. Other than that, I am glad to be your friend too, you're the sweetest girl ever

Adecy: Aww~, that means a lot to me, thank you

Y/N: We should probably hang out together someday

Adecy: How about next month? I am pretty booked this month, I have so many school registration forms yet to be filled

Y/N: Alright then, I won't disturb you for now, text me when you are free, byeeeee

Adecy: Bye to you too

Back to real life
"Who are you texting with?"
Y/N's mum asks.

"Adecy,"
Y/N replies with a grin on her face.

"You guys have made such a good friends together, don't you?"

"Right, she is a very sweet girl,"

"Y/N,"
Her mum speaks in a serious tone suddenly. Y/N knows how this conversation is going to be like without her mum raising the issue to her.

"I don't want to talk about it,"
That's Y/N's response before her mum says something.

"You have already grown up, I know, and just to let you know, I fully respect your privacy, I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable or something but this needs to be addressed,"

"Oh my gosh, mum, we are not having this conversation,"
Y/N places her hand over her face as she feels damn embarrassed to make any eye contact with her mum now.

"Hey, darling, listen, it's not something bad, I do understand your need, I am just trying to make things less awkward between us by spilling everything out, alright?"
Her mum reassures her tenderly.

"Fine,"
Y/N finally gives in.

"As you may know, I have already expected that you have explored your body with your gorgeous girlfriends out there, so you don't need to get worry about getting caught by me, neither your father will say a word about it. Just one thing, is it safe?"

"Yeah, I won't get pregnant, good enough, and none of them has HIV or AIDS, so it's safe per say,"

"Great, yeah, that's it then, told you I won't make a fuss about it,"

"Then don't ever bring this up again, I am serious,"

"Hmm, no promise,"
Her mum gives her a wide smile.

"Whatever, I am not going to answer any questions related to my sexual life anymore,"

"Of course you will,"
Her mum remarks confidently before she leaves Y/N's room.

"Act like a mum for god sake!"
Y/N shouts, hoping that her mum could hear her.

At night
12.03a.m
Y/N is almost falling asleep on her study table while she is revising for physics. Until her phone rings loudly, she feels wide awake almost instantly. She picks up the phone, and answers in a raspy tone.

"Hello?"
She leans back down on the table lazily.

"Were you sleeping?"
It's Jennie's voice.

"Yeah,"

"I miss you,"
Y/N smiles sweetly as Jennie confesses.

"Miss you too,"
Y/N replies back softly.

"I hope I can stay yesterday night,"
The other side of the phone groans.

"No, you wouldn't want to after you know what happened,"

"Why? What actually happened when I was not around?"

"My mum walked in and saw all of us being naked, not even a blanket covering us,"

"Haha, oh my god, I am glad that I was not there, I make the right choice by going home earlier,"
Jennie continues to tease Y/N for the rest of the night. Y/N let her be since there is nothing she can really do to shut Jennie up.

Two days later
Y/N has not seen four of them for two days straight, she kind of misses them. So she calls all of them but nobody accepts her calls. Not gonna lie, she is mad, but she decides not to be petty over thing like this.

After five minutes of attempting to calm herself down, she explodes anyway. Even she doesn't understand why she is so easily triggered whenever it's something about her girlfriends.

"I am giving them another call and if they don't reply back, I am gonna ignore them for one week,"
She told herself. She thought no one will hear her but she knows she fucks up again when someone knocks on her door with chuckles.

"Adecy? Dang it,"

"Look like someone is trying to get attention,"
She pauses.

"But fail,"
She then adds savagely.