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Chapter 40:The show

The next day
Y/N is fidgeting on her seat right now, she needs her girlfriends by her side to accompany her for god sake but they are nowhere to be found. She doesn't even know why she gets stage fright suddenly, she doesn't have them before. Is it because she reaches 16 now and everything about her body is changing? Duh, just why she has to suffer from all these stupid symptoms? She feels so useless to always depend on her girlfriends, she is certain that she can do so much better than that but somehow her mind says otherwise.

"Unnie,I am so nervous,"
She calls Jisoo when she has enough of her constant anxiety attacks.

"You have done your best, don't worry about it, you will be fine,"

"Yeah, Y/N, we have seen the way you shine on stage, you will do well, don't be nervous,"
Jennie grabs away Jisoo's phone and says.

"Can I come and find y'all? I need you,"
Y/N requests softly.

"We will come and find you, you're at the back stage right?"
Lisa says.

"Yeah,"

"We will be right there, no worries,"

Five minutes later
"Unnies,"
Y/N opens up her arms and embraces all of them, that's when she finally feels like she can breathe again.

"Y/N, you gotta go in five more minutes,"
Seulgi reminds her kindly.

"Okay, unnie,"
Y/N replies.

"Let me do some touch up,"
Y/N then looks around for her foundation.

"Y/N, you already look perfect,"
Rosé compliments and reassures her at the same time.

"Relax, Y/N, you can do it,"
Jisoo grabs her hands gently and caresses them to calm Y/N down which apparently works.

"Oh my god, I am so sorry, I overreacted again,"
Y/N feels so embarrassed now, it's not even a big thing to begin with and she has to make a big deal out of it.

"No, it's normal for you to feel nervous and whatever, we understand that,"
Lisa says.

"Thank you, I love you all so much,"
Y/N puts on a sweet smile across her beautiful face.

"Love you too,"

Another five minutes later
The show begins, Blackpink return back to their initial seats as Y/N wants them to be in her own sight when she is performing on stage so that she could feel more comfortable.

"Fighting,"
Taehyung encourages Y/N when they're still fixing their clothes.

"Fighting,"
Y/N says.

"It's show time!"
Seulgi announces proudly to the audiences in the hall.

Y/N and Taehyung steps on the stage gracefully, though Y/N is very nervous at first, but after seeing her girlfriends' reassuring face, she feels much more confident and overcomes her stage fright ultimately. Taehyung has tried to focus on his part as well but he gets distracted by the affectionate gaze from Jin at some points. However, they do perform well in the end, even better than any of the rehearsal before. They present a perfect stage, everyone can't help but to be immersed into the show together. When the skit ends, Y/N is relieved instantly, she is glad that she never puts her six years of experience to waste.

After the skit, Taehyung is busy making out with Jin in the dressing room, Y/N wanted to use the room and change her tedious dress to a casual one but guess what, it is locked. As soon as Y/N hears the soft moaning from the room, she knows immediately what is happening inside. Being the understanding person that she is, she decides to go back to her dorm and change instead.

"Y/N/N,"
Before she is able to leave, Jisoo shouts out her nickname loudly and runs to her excitedly, while her other three girlfriends are following behind. Y/N quickly makes a shush hand gesture, telling her to lower down her volume.

"What's wrong?"
Lisa asks at her concernedly.

"Let's go back to our dorm,"
She knows that if they continue to stay there, they may find out that Jin and Taehyung are dating, so she urges them to go back to the dorm with her.

"You sound so weird today,"
Jennie says.

"No, I don't, I just want to cuddle with you all later, so let's go back now,"
She pushes them out of the room and leads them back to their dorm.

5.21p.m
In the dorm
"When I said cuddle, I mean to cuddle and take a nap together, not cuddle and have sex together,"
Y/N comments frustratingly, everything is fine until Rosé sneaks her hand inside Y/N pants. Now all of them are trying to remove her pants.

"But we're not intending to have sex with you though,"
Lisa giggles.

"Oh,yeah,not yet,"
Y/N says sarcastically.

"But since you suggest so..."
Jennie smirks while she pulls up Y/N's clothes.

"I didn't suggest anything, get your dirty hands off me,"
Y/N then pulls down her shirt and acts like she is a holy nun.

"Come on,"
Rosé says.

"I swear to god-"
Without given the chance to finish her sentence, her shirt is forcefully taken off by Lisa, who has the greatest strength in the group. She is only left with her bra and pants on.

"My shirt,"
She pouts.

"Baby, you need to douche now,"
Jennie says excitedly, it's a new exploration for her after all.

"No, last time when I douched, none of you used that hole,"
She protests.

"Chaeng..."
Lisa, Jisoo and Jennie look at her disappointedly.

"What?"
Rosé tries to play it off.

"Anyway, please go and douche now, we promise to ruin that hole of yours tonight, how about that?"
Jisoo puts on an angelic smile, in total contrast to what she is talking about.

"I feel like I am putting my life in danger ever since I started dating you all,"
Y/N says jokingly, however, it still earns some complaining whines from her girlfriends.

"Not funny, Y/N,"
Lisa crosses her arms and purrs her lips unhappily.

"Don't be so petty,"
Y/N says sassily.

"She seems to forget that she is the bottom,"
Jennie whispers to the other three of them.

"Let's go extra rough on her, she is getting bratty recently,"
Rosé says, the rest of them agree almost instantly.