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Chapter 39:Distraction

*insert background information*
Blackpink and Y/N are on their senior year, yes, surprisingly fast. Anyway, they have term break parties (four times per year) only on their senior year. This term's party is in charged by drama club which is Y/N's club and that's why they need to perform. For further information please ask Ms Kim Tae Yeon 😅

5.43p.m
In drama club
"No, one more time,"
Seulgi says, Y/N is not quite performing up to standard today. She keeps messing up the lines, no one knows why and they don't know how to help her. Everyone is getting frustrated since their actual performance will be held on the next day, they can't bear with any mistakes makes now. It's not acceptable, especially when Y/N is the main character, if she messes up, everything is doomed, all of their efforts will be gone.

"I will like to..."
She stutters once again.

"Follow you to the farthest end of the country,"
Taehyung reminds her softly, however, it doesn't help with the situation. He is literally wearing a mic and his voice will be projected the moment he starts speaking, no matter how soft his voice is.

"I am sorry,"
She heaves out a deep sigh.

"What's wrong?"
Seulgi asks through the mic, and damn, she sounds so fierce and she is very serious.

"I am distracted by some stuffs,"
After a solid one minute of silence, Seulgi then scratches her neck impatiently and decides to give everyone a break nevertheless.

"Five minutes break, Y/N, come here, I need to talk to you,"
Y/N obediently approaches her and stands beside her timidly.

"Something happens?"
She asks worryingly, she needs to know what happened before she can help her, Y/N seems unusually anxious today.

"I am just feeling very nervous out of nowhere, I am very scared that I am going to screw the actual performance tomorrow,"
She spills her gut.

"You have been doing great,"
Seulgi encourages her, it's not the time for scolding, it will only add more burden on Y/N.

"Don't put too much pressure on yourself, alright?"
She comforts her tenderly.

"Show everyone that you will slay the stage and make your girlfriends, friends and family proud of you, as you should be, okay?"
Y/N nods sheepishly.

"Now, get into your character, you're not Y/N from now on, you are the daughter of the biggest kingdom in 15th century, always keep that in your mind,"

"Alright,"

"Everyone, get back to your duty, we are about to start again,"

9.08p.m
In Y/N's room
"I have done so badly today, I swear to god, why can't you get yourself together, Lee Y/N!"
Y/N is murmuring to herself, she is self-reflecting her performance earlier on during the rehearsal and she is not satisfied at all since she is a perfectionist. She remarks herself as horrible for her performance today, that's a total trash.

"Baby, you okay?"
Jennie enters her room concernedly, she has heard from Seulgi about what happened today, it seems like Y/N is having a difficult time trying to overcome her stage fright. Seeing Y/N degrading herself just slices Jennie's heart apart so painfully, Y/N has put in so much effort for the performance and yet here she is talking down about herself.

"I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me, why can't I get such simple thing right?"
She grabs her hair frustratingly and let out a loud groan.

"Nothing is wrong, baby, you're just having too much stress over the performance, relax,"
Jennie massages Y/N's temple to make her feel better, however, it doesn't seem to work so Y/N sweeps her hands away gently.

"Tell me, how can I help you, will you?"
Jennie is practically begging at this point, she can't take it anymore. She can't let Y/N continue to sulk, it will only affect her performance tomorrow.

"I don't know, unnie,"
She pronounces weakly.

"I need to distract myself by doing something else,"
She stands up from her study seat and lies on her bed, opening the book that she recently lends from the library in the school.

"I can help you with that,"
Jennie smirks as an idea pops up in her mind. She puts Y/N's book aside and crawls on top of her. She wastes no time to pull Y/N in for a heating make out session, tongue dancing with tongue, both enjoying the sudden rush of adrenaline down their spine. Y/N loops her arms around Jennie's shoulder, leaving no gap in between themselves. Their intimacy becomes more and more passionate until Y/N runs out of breathe, she then pushes Jennie away from her tenderly, inhaling big gasp of air to finally breathe again.

"Go rough on me tonight,"
Y/N says, Jennie is completely caught off guard, she is surprised that Y/N will actually ask for something so boldly since she is always shy on bed. Soon, a smirk replaces Jennie's confused expression.

"You're really needy today, aren't you?"
Jennie licks her sweet spot on her neck, arousing Y/N even more.

"I know my baby is always horny though, she tends to look at us in a lustful way but will quickly brush it off because she is scared that we will look at her as a creep, am I right?"
Jennie doesn't have to be so observant for god sake. It's true that Y/N will look at their cleavage more often than not, her eyes just automatically move there, she can't control it. But when they look at her back, she will quickly look away and pretend that she is doing something else. Her tactic doesn't work though since the girls know exactly what she is doing.

"If you want it, you can just tell us, you don't have to keep it to yourself,"
Jennie says while she is grinding on Y/N's abdomen, Jennie is sexy naturally, but she looks extra sexy when she is doing that. Y/N likes to be dominated by her, Jennie knows just the right thing to drive Y/N crazy and with that, her mind could only focus on Jennie for the rest of the night, she is indeed distracted from her performance tomorrow.