Lil' Ultimate Music! (Nagisa Shingetsu X OC!)

Pain (Pt. 1)

🚫🚫🚫SPOILER WARNING!!! From this moment on, this fanfic will be full of spoilers for *ALL* DR games/animes. The spoilers will include:
Character deaths
Aftermaths
Revelations
Etc

If you haven't seen the animes or finished the games, I suggest doing that before reading more of this fic. If you don't have the patience for it, just go and search up Danganronpa Future Arc episode 7, and Danganronpa Despair Arc episode 11, specific scenes on those episodes will be important on clarifying the statuses of the Warriors of Hope, and the status of someone...very important (in case you don't know about it yet)🚫🚫🚫

That is all

(Also, credits to my new and official Assistant Editor, Rein! She'll be helping me with staying in character, making lines, and etc from now on, so credits to her!! :D
She's also the one who drew that picture above, which is a fanart of my online persona happily drinking...well, you know what it is-)

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Nagisa's P.O.V
Nothing.

That's all I've been feeling since I got here.

Complete, and utter, nothingness.

Ha...it's funny how...I thought I'd never feel this way again...after Big Sis Junko saved us...

But no.

This numbness- no...this Despair...it just keeps coming back. Over, and over, and over. When I think it's finally gone now, it'll just hit me like a fucking truck later.

It's like....whenever I find Hope for myself...the world would just take it away in an instant.

This cruel, unforgiving world...all it's good for is giving things to you, giving you Hope and pulling you up...just to take it all away, and push you back down that dark pit of Despair.

I'm getting so tired of this, this repetitive cycle. It hurts me more than the needles my Father would inject into me every night...it hurts me more than helplessly watching Big Sis Junko happily awaiting her demise...

But...do you know what hurts me more than anything? More than the ones I've already mentioned?

It's the fact that I failed.

Not failing to be good enough. Not failing to reach everyone's expectations.

It's failing...to protect you...to help you, to take care of you...

But most importantly...

"I failed...to keep you alive..."

~Nagisa's Memory Theater~

"Huh...?" Was all that came out of my mouth, as Monaca continued to sob.

"Like I said, Yukiko...our little Yuki...she...just died. Captured and killed by a Demon in a suit!"

"Th-That can't be right!" Jataro argued, starting to panic "Yu-Yuki can't die! She couldn't have had!"

"I'm sorry, but it's the truth, meow!" Monaca pointed at something behind her, as she tried to wipe away her tears "Monaca can never be wrong..."

Then, as if on queue, the Monokuma Kids came in, a big TV on their shoulders...and when it turned on...

The first thing we saw, was Yuki. She looked terrified, and was having some sort of panic attack. She went and hid under a pile of rubble...where she stayed for a few minutes.