Her Secret

Chapter 19

Beyonce's Pov

     Pain. Pain is all I feel. All over my body. It feels as if fire and battery acid are flowing through my veins. I screamed as I felt a crack in my spine. Oh god, it hurts. Tears streamed out of my eyes as the pain only got worse. The next crack was in my leg. I looked down, horrified that my Tibia and Fibula were completely snapped in half. The way the bone poked at my flesh sickened me. My arms were next. My Ulna snapped first, poking at my Radius and causing it to crack. I screamed. I screamed and screamed and screamed until my throat was raw. I felt my body contorting into a new form. The pain was unbearable. I vomited due to the feeling of my hipbones shattering. Sweat and tears streamed down my face as my body twisted and jolted on the ground. God, I wish the pain would just stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make. It. Stop. 

     "Mama!" I screamed. I called for the women who created me, the woman who nurtured me, the woman who made me feel safe, the woman who could make the pain go away. 

     "Mama!" I sobbed. "Mama make it stop," 

      "You're going to be okay Giselle," She cooed. I sobbed even harder. Tears were pouring out of my eyes a mile a minute. "It's all going to be over soon,"

     "Make. It Stop." I growled. Pain shot through me as my body shook. I cried and i cried. 

     "Honeybee,"

     "Mama make it stop,"

     "Honeybee wake up!" 

     "Mama it hurts,"

      "Honeybee!"

      "Make. It. Stop!" I screamed. 

     My eyes shot open. I was greeted with the sight of a scared Jayden shaking my shoulders. Tears streamed down her face too, but not as fast as mine. I looked down to see that I had once again, sweated through my shirt. I darted out of the bed and ran straight to the bathroom. I emptied out the contents of my stomach as Jayden held back my hair. I stood up and brushed my teeth with shaky hands. 

     "Honeybee are you okay?" Jayden prodded. Should I lie and tell her that I am or tell her what happened, or should we say what's been happening for the past couple of months since she showed up. 

     "It hurts," I sniffled while attempting to limp back to the bed. Before I could even make it out of the bathroom, Jayden picked me up and carried me back to our bed. She climbed in and laid my head in her lap. I sighed as she began to trace my crown. 

     "What happened pretty girl," She cooed. I opened my mouth to speak, but the only thing that came out was a pained sob. God, it hurts. "Just think about it, I got you,"

     "I had a bad dream, but it was different. My body hurt so fucking bad. My body was breaking bone by bone I think. The pain was unbearable. Mom couldn't help me. I was just laying there, sobbing, helpless, useless as my bones broke,"

     "Is this the first time you had a dream like this?"

     "No, they started a while ago but they get worse and worse each time. It only happens every couple of weeks though,"

     "Did it feel like fire and battery acid was flowing through your veins?"

      "Yea,"

     "Did you have a dream like this on Halloween?"

     "Yea..."

     "My theory is that since you are a halfbreed and you can't shift yet even though you're supposed too, you shift in your dreams,"