Diary 2: Stars

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Hi!

Why are you back?

Did you come back to see how I am doing?

'Should I have used I'm?'
"Yes"

Today, I asked my lady about the empty sky
I said 'Why are there no stars in my sky? I know they exist.'
She told me "A star is not going to be there unless you earn it."

But, I've seen pictures of the sky, it is dark with lots of little bright diamonds called stars
So why isn't my sky full of stars, the sky I see when they leave.
I asked 'How do you earn the stars? I see so many stars in pictures, how do you earn that many?'
She told me "You get a star when someone likes you. If your sky doesn't have any stars, that means few people like you enough to give you one."

Maybe you're scared to give me stars because you don't know what I'll do with them.
Maybe, every time someone gives you a star, they're actually taking a star from their sky and gifting it to you.
'I don't have any stars, does that mean no one likes me?'
She sighed and looked away, "No, you're new, you haven't met that many people."

No one likes me.

It's okay, I understand.

I stole your stuff, why would you like me?

Somehow, I remember stealing even though I was rebooted.
It was the only thing I remembered, I guess I'm just that bad.

You're back now...

Are you going to come back next time?

I'm still a thief

But I hope one day, you can forgive me.

My lady said you can't just stop being a thief.
She said "Even if you return those things, your still a thief. You'll always be a thief, the only thing you can do is ask for forgiveness."

I'm worried about my lady. I think she's g̸̻͉̩̈́̔̑̿̇̈́̚̕͠͝l̷̙͉͍̔̐́̉ì̶̡̹̳̯̤̌͋̈́̌̓̀̄t̴̬͔̬̙̝̳̼̗͒̕͝c̴̡̡̧̦̹̙̜̖̤̦͐́ḥ̸̨͉̠̂͆̓̈́̋̏i̵̭͓͔͚͓͈͚͓̻͍͐͋̃̋̆̊̚͝n̵̗̮̭͎͉͇͇͈͛̐g̴̯̦̱̉̆̓̀͑̔͘̕, she's not acting like herself. It's when she speaks to me, sometimes she's like herself, sweet, caring, and motherly, but right after that she'll be serious and mean.

I'm sca-

I can't say that, in one of her moods she told me I don't have feelings.
She screamed "YOU'RE NOT HUMAN, YOU DON'T HAVE FEELINGS," and she gripped her head like she had a headache, "STOP ACTING LIKE YOU Do, Because You don't..." she suddenly got really sad, and started crying.
I wanted to ask her what was wrong but they pulled her out of the room.
She hasn't come back.

Oh
If you give me a star, I promise to take good care of it.
I'll figure out how to put it in my sky, and I'll look at it every night.
I just got night view!
For my cameras, so I'll be able to see them better than before.

If I could just get one star...

Are stars heavy?
I don't want to drop one, that would be a disaster.

Someone new just came in, a guy, and he doesn't look very nice.

'Hello, whats your-'
"Shut up"
'Yes... My lord?' I tilted my head, recalibrating it's position to be satisfactory for the new person.
His face turned red, "Whatever"
'Whatever?' My cameras whirred, taking note of his posture, and changing to copy it.
"You are way cuter than they said you'd be."
'You believe I'm 'Cute', is that a compliment? If it is, you are so kind, my lord."
He just turned around and walked out.

I hope he just had something to do.

I hope I didn't make him leave...

I should go
Are you going to come back next time?

I hope I didn't waste your stuff again

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