As I am writing this, I am trying so hard not to cry. It's currently 10:17 while I'm writing and I can't bring myself to say what I have just done.
It actually just got hard to type that last little bit due to tears.
I have been really depressed this weekend (Sunday night for me) due to my parents and my life at the moment.
I am so so so sorry guys. I don't want to say it but I will have to sooner or later.
... It's so hard for me to say it right now, I can't even properly see my keyboard through my tears.
I self harmed.
Three cuts along my left wrist, just enough to draw a bit of blood.
One for my parents.
One for my brothers.
One for my life.
I feel so bad.
Emma, Zara, I am so sorry I just had to do it. I was so depressed it felt like my only option, and I thought it would make me feel better, but it hasn't.
I said I wouldn't but now I have gone and done it.
Guys, I don't know what to do anymore. I'm beyond sorry.
Forgiveness is all I ask for.
~Julia
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Sparks of Romance *DISCONTINUED*
Romance"Why me? Out of all the other girls, you chose me." "You have something that they don't." "I have nothing! Yet, you still follow me around." "I can't help it." "You don't like me." "Listen!" He shouts. "I don't want you, I need you. I don't like y...
