Oikawa then wiped his tears and smiled, "Let's go to his house then."
As they stood up, Suga looked at him
Red puffy eyes and swollen lips, and a red nose he felt really bad he had to go through this kind of pain
As Oikawa arrived infront of Iwazumi's home, he felt the breeze of nothing but coldness and silence
Iwazumi lived in a quite street which he really loved, He may seem like a loud man but Oikawa knew he was shot hearted and can lower his voice down if he sees someone's be loves
Even if him and Oikawa were dating, he still wouldn't change the tone of his voice
Oikawa felt like he was a stranger infront of his eyes but he still loved him no matter what..
Others already told him he should break up with him because it's becoming really toxic between the two, but Oikawa didn't want to.. he didn't want to be hurt again like last time
He didn't want to let go after 5 years of being together, he didn't want to break the truce they made when they still in high school
Oikawa was hurt and confused
"How about.. I'll just mail him a letter or something..?" Oikawa suggested, Sugawara looked at him and smiled "that's a great idea!"
Both changed their minds as they both walked back to their homes
Oikawa was in his room, on his bed and staring at his plain white ceiling thinking on how he should apologize
Oikawa sat and looked for a paper and a pen, as he spotted one and started to write down the things he needed to say
Iwazumi's POV
It was a big mistake starting at argument with him.. my heart ache as he bursted out of the door crying
I'm not the right one.
I was looking through social media, I was too weak that I couldn't let him in my home.. I was too weak that I blocked him because of my jealousy and anger
I didn't trust him.. at all and I hate the fact I didn't
As I got to my home screen and pressed my messages, I was hesitating whether to unblock him or not, I was scared he was mad and would shout at me
But all I saw was his friends messaging me on how toxic and non trust worthy of me.. and It was true, and I probably deserved it
Hinata
HOW DARE YOU BREAK HIS HEART THAT HE HAD TO COME UP TO US FOR ADVICE TO APOLOGIZE TO YOU, WHEN YOU SHOULD BE THE ONE WHO SHOULD DO THAT
Atsumu
Pussy.
Suga
I'M SO THROWING HANDS AT YOU IF I SEE YOU IN PUBLIC.
Bokuto
Bruh you pussy, if I see your face in public, I would beat the shit out of you.
Suna
That's just a no, go apologize to him.. please? He's so heart broken on what you've done.
He gave his number to her so he wouldn't bug her anymore, and not hit on her.
I felt guilty.. I didn't understand the situation and I didn't even try to understand it, I'm not the right guy to make him happy.
I unblocked him and quickly texted "I'm sorry" as I quickly blocked him again, I was a total coward to be a boyfriend or a lover
I felt bored as I got down, I was about to open the front door as I stepped on a piece of paper which was an envelope
From: Oikawa Tooru
To: Iwazumi Hajime
Hi Iwazumi.. I just wanted to say sorry because I gave her my number I shouldn't done that so we wouldn't fight in the first place, I'm deeply sorry and I'm not sarcastic anymore. I still love you and I don't wanna give up, I wanna say that I love you until you understand and trust me
I'm sorry, i could explain everything that happend if you didn't block me and you did, but I understand, Really! I would do the same thing to be honest..
Please respond, I'm scared you'll leave me and I don't want that to happen, I don't want to he alone again..
Love, Oikawa Tooru
A/N: I know this is a SakuAtsu book, but like bare with me. It's tea and more ideas are coming, but I'll soon write a chapter about them.
And yes double update! I felt bored and wanted to extend what happend
I know it's a toxic relationship and it should end, but i don't really want to end it yet.
