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Previously:

He gasps softy but doesn't push me away. He scoots even closer and puts his arm around me and just holds me that way. We stay like that for awhile and that's when I realize. This is what I've been craving these weeks. I have wanted to be with Niall even if I was pushing him away.

Niall:

With Indie next to me, I feel as if the world is somehow righted, that things are working. "Niall, come here! We've got some band news," Louis shouts.

I look over and see Indieana looking at me, her big eyes piercing me. My heartbeat speeds up and before I can think things through, I lean down and kiss her. Her lips freeze and I feel like I've overstepped my boundaries but then she melts into me. Literally, I feel her lean into me.

Her lips are so soft and full. She tentatively opens her mouth and that's when I lose control. I pull her onto my lap and wrap my arms around her too skinny waist. She moans and tips her head back a little. My lips kiss down her neck when she pulls back.

"This is too much, I don't-" she stammers and can't look me in the eyes. "God, I'm sorry Indie. I don't know what-" she gets off my lap and walks to her door. She looks at me with this lost look that breaks my heart. "Right, I should go. I'm sorry love, I lost control and I shouldn't have done that." I practically run out her door.

"Niall! Wait," she walks towards me and stands on her tiptoes. She gives me a feathery kiss and walks away.

Indieana:

The next day, I wake up earlier than I expected. I look at the clock and read 6:32 am. Just as I'm about to drift off to sleep, my phone rings with a picture of Jewels.

"Yes?"
"You're coming to school right?"
"I don't want to..." I can't imagine what people are saying about me.
"You'll have to live sometime you know."
"Thank you Jewels, for reminding me of something I know." I don't mean to sound snappish. I knew this day was approaching, I just haven't wanted to think of it.
"I'll be at your house in 30 minutes.We're grabbing breakfast, my treat." With that, she clicks off.

With a groan, I roll out of bed in only a t-shirt and undies. I head towards the bathroom, eyes half closed. I open the door, a huge yawn escaping when I see Harry. Half naked, tattoos and abs showing while brushing his teeth. He sees me and smirks. "Be my guest," he garbled, mouth full of toothpaste.
I shut the door quickly, but not before he sees my blush. I resolve to never leave my room in a state of half undress.

I half jog to my room and shut the door with a soft click. I grab the first pair of jeans I touch and a knitted sweater. I reach for my Mary Janes and pace. How am I going to survive today? It's been two weeks and a couple days since I've been around people. What have they said about me? What do they think happened?

I peek out and see that Harry is gone. I go in and brush my teeth and wonder what I can do with my appearance. My hair is too long and my eyes have purple bags. I sigh and go back to my room. I leave my hair and face as it is and go downstairs.

"How are we gonna tell her? We can't just-" Harry whispered. "What are you guys talking about?" I peer around the wall and see they're all huddled together. Harry and Niall aren't looking at me but the others are just giving me this look. I can't determine what it is but it doesn't make me feel good.

"We'll talk about it later," Liam mutters. With a shrug I walk to the cabinet and get a plastic cup and fill it up with water. I spin around and see that now all of them are staring at me.
"What? Do I have something in my face?" I touch my face self consciously.

"You look beautiful Indie." Niall replys. My heart does this skip like a scratched cd. I can't help the smile that spreads on my face and the blush that I can feel burning the back of my neck. I look at my watch and see 6:53. Jewels should be here soon. I leave the tense area in search of my backpack.

After six minutes of trying to find it, I walk to the living room and see that Louis is holding it. "Looking for this?" He hands me the bag and pulls me into a bear hug. "I know this is going to be tough but I, we, are so proud of you. You've got my number if you need anything." He kisses me on the forehead and walks away, turning around to give me a thumbs up.

"Open this door Indie!" Jewels hollers from outside.

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