So many things I want to say (Volume Two)

I am Steve Rogers

Umm hello journal thing I am Steve Rogers and I know how much this journal means to you so I shall write down what on earth happened when you and Bucky came to try and kill me. It failed miserably by the way but it was a pretty good shot.

Firstly I did something rather embarrassing which I would like to forget but I know that you would want me to write down every tiny detail in here so I will include it. It was the day that the World Security Council members arrived to talk to Pierce about his new invention. That invention was obviously the new brainwashing device that he was very proud of. Sam and I broke into the Triskelion and I broadcasted Hydra's plot to everyone at the Triskelion. I spoke about how much you two meant to me, even though we haven't actually spoken about our status yet. We then disappeared before there was time for us to be shot by S.H.I.E.L.D guards and from what Romanoff told me, she disguised herself as one of the Council members and disarmed Pierce. Classic Romanoff, looking for an opportunity to disguise herself at any chance she gets. Anyway then Fury arrived and from what he told me he forced Pierce to unlock S.H.I.E.L.D's database so that Romanoff could leak classified information which would expose Hydra to the public. Then Fury kills Pierce which is great news.

Right now onto what I did amidst all this chaos. Sam and I raced outside to try and find you and Bucky and I must say I did a most impressive jump off a building. Sorry, got a little sidetracked there! When I had landed from my (most impressive) jump, I had to take out a few guards and during this, I saw you race past me and then you disappeared again.

Somehow you and Bucky had got in their air and when you whizzed past me I jumped off another building and told Sam to catch me as it was significantly taller than the last one. I know this isn't relevant but Sam seemed to struggle with carrying me to another landing site, I think he should join us when we next do our boxing session. Anyway, I am rambling on and on as truth is I am not a very good writer and my handwriting will be illegible for you to read.

Sam and I were just casually walking along and then out of nowhere Bucky came along and pushed me off another building. He completely destroyed Sam's suit and so that left me against you two. Terrifying right?

I saw that you and Bucky had entered a Helicarrier and when I saw both of you, completely out of it, it crushed me. I told you to look into my eyes and tell me that you remember me. When you replied with saying that you never would I then resorted to the only thing I am actually good at, fighting. Once I had started fighting with Bucky you disappeared for a minute but when I turned around and saw you I could tell that I had saved you. A small smile played on your lips but you were breathing heavily. Not from the heat or fatigue, not from lack of physical capability. From fear. Genuine fear.

When I asked you if you knew me you replied with "the man that I am in love with." And from that moment I knew that I would have a smile eternally stained upon my lips. I recall letting the happiness soak right into my bones. I wanted the feeling to still be there when I was old. I knew it would be as long as I was with you.

I knew that you had to get out of there and fast and no matter how many times you tried to talk to me when I was dealing with Bucky, I had to tell you to leave immediately as Bucky was furious.

Bucky sunk his knife into my shoulder but I still tried to trigger an emotional response from him, as I had done with you. But it was useless. I dodged his fist and came up with my own; for a brief instant, his cerulean blue eyes widened before he managed to tilt his head back and slam it into mine. Stars burst in my vision but I shook it off, blindly throwing a sloppy kick. Bucky drew his fist back again and it ploughed into my stomach, it was like hitting a train head-on. My guts smashed together, blood vessels bursting. I repaid this by punching his jaw, my fist collided with all my body weight. However, it was Bucky who continued this battering until I fell to the floor. My chest gently rose and sank with each shallow breath I drew in.

Then all I remember is falling from the sky. Literally. When I landed in the water I was unconscious. I was so close to death but somehow my words had had an impact on Bucky as he had divided in after me and pulled me out of the water, leaving me to rest on the river bank.

And that is all from me, I woke up in a hospital bed with you and Sam by my side. I am incredibly lucky. But Bucky has once again disappeared so we have to find him. That is our next mission.

Goodbye!

Steve Rogers. (Captain America)