In The Fire Nation (For Now)

Day 2- I Can't Live Without You (part 2)

Warning: There's mention of su!c!de and a little bit of violence. I'll leave a warning at the su!c!de part. But no one dies, don't worry. 

AANG'S POV:

She just broke up with me. I can't live without her, and she broke up with me. I was just teasing her. I can't believe it. 

I'm a idiot! I'm such an idiot! I'm the stupidest person alive! Why am I so stupid? Why couldn't Raava have chosen someone else to be the Avatar? Someone as stupid as me doesn't deserve it!

She hates me now! But I love her, more than anything in this universe and the next. I can't live without her. What am I gonna do? I love her! 

I gave up the fucking Avatar State for her, and I can't go in it to express my hatred for myself right now. Even though I want to kill myself. The next Avatar can save the Colonies, Team Avatar doesn't need my help. 

I could drown. Or use a knife. Or just bloodbend. Oh, I could ask Toph. That would be easiest. Or Zuko could chase me again. Or maybe I could give Ozai his bending back. Hmm, so many options. 

Would Katara care if I did it? Would she? She broke my heart, and I don't think it'll be fixed anytime soon. No, it won't be fixed at all. 

I loved her with my whole heart. No, I love  her with my whole heart. She's my everything. And I'd die for her. So that's probably what I'm gonna do. When it's light out. It's still 4:00 am. And no one wake up until 8. 

Why did I tease her like that? I'm the stupidest person alive! I should've known she's overreact and break up with me or something. But doesn't she know I love her? 

Katara is my everything. I can't live without her. And if I don't have her, then what's the point in living? 

I sat down on the floor, looking at the ceiling and crying. Suddenly, Sokka burst into the room angrier than Foo-Foo-Cuddly-Poop's mom when she found him with us. 

"AANG! I WARNED YOU IF YOU BREAK HER HEART, I'D KILL YOU!" he screamed. I didn't move. I didn't even flinch. Oh, right, or she could tell Sokka. Now I don't have to worry about committing. 

"Go ahead," I said without hesitation. He stopped in his place. "What?" he asked. 

"Go ahead and kill me. That way I don't have to commit," I said. "Why would you commit?" he asked. 

"Because Katara hates me. Life isn't worth living if she's not my girlfriend," I said bluntly. "Aang, that's so sweet," he said. I turned to look at him. 

"Go ahead, kill me!" 

He shook his head and sat down. "No, I can't do that now," he said. I sat up, angry. 

"Why not? She hates me, there's no point in living anymore, Sokka!" I screamed. I saw tears well up in his eyes through my blurry vision. 

"Trust me," he said before getting up and walking away. "UGH!" I screamed into the empty room. I can't live like this. 

I walked out to the living room, I knew Kat would be there. I was right. I dashed over to her. "Katara, please-" 

"WHAT DON'T YOU GET ABOUT LEAVE ME ALONE?" she screamed, running away. I could easily catch up to her, but I didn't. That's all I needed to hear. 

"Aang, what the fuck did you do?" Zuko asked. I saw everyone in the living room. "Nothing. Go eat breakfast. I'll be there later," I said as I walked away, trying to find some paper and ink. 

I eventually found some and sat down to write. 

Dear everyone, 

I'm sorry. But Raava will choose wisely, I trust her.