last night i looked up at the stars
and asked.
no,
begged for a miracle to come.
or for atleast an explanation to why
why life has been treating me so shitty lately.
"why"
i cried on my knees
"why me of all people? what have i done to deserve this?"
no answer.
and i have finally realized
there is no reason for the bad and pain this world gives us
but the universe does give it's strongest people the hardest battles.
so i stood up,
dusted the dirt off of myself
and vowed that when the universe wont give me help
i will fucking fix it myself.
because for once
a miracle cannot fix me
only myself.
~maybe my questions have been answered?
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chaos
Poesíathis is a book about my life! my first poetry book. talks about various topics such as: life, dealing with death, sexuality, anxiety, depression, falling in and out of love, etc. writing has always been a way for me to express myself. i hope my...