love
i miss that feeling
u know,
when ur heart flutters.
i miss feeling butterflies when u make eye contact.
"no, i don't miss that feeling.
i don't miss it at all"
i lie, to myself and everyone else.
i dearly miss being loved and cared for more than anything else.
actually, now that i think about it,
i don't think i've ever felt that way about someone.
i don't think i've ever met someone who made me feel that way.
never have i woken up in the morning and smiled thinking about someone else.
never
have i felt true love.

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chaos
Poetrythis is a book about my life! my first poetry book. talks about various topics such as: life, dealing with death, sexuality, anxiety, depression, falling in and out of love, etc. writing has always been a way for me to express myself. i hope my...