depression
it is an odd thing
a weird feeling.
it is like drowning
and trying your hardest to swim back up to catch even a single breath
then being pulled down by your own body.
it is like running on a treadmil
running
and running
yet going nowhere.
it is like when you wake up in the morning
and you oh, so badly want to
clean the house,
take a shower,
get dressed,
go do something
but all u do is lie in bed all day.
it is like one side of your brain is telling u
" be happy"
"be positive"
"u have so many reasons to be happy"
and the other half is telling u
"ur worthless"
"no one loves u"
"no one will EVER love u"
it's an exhausting feeling.
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chaos
Poetrythis is a book about my life! my first poetry book. talks about various topics such as: life, dealing with death, sexuality, anxiety, depression, falling in and out of love, etc. writing has always been a way for me to express myself. i hope my...
