so this is how i cope.
this is how i end the bad days
and start the good ones.
i write.
i write away my problems
and my struggles
and anyone or anything that told me i was wrong
i write away the fear
and the anger
and the sadness
i'm taking it out on you so i can finally stop taking it out on myself
and beating myself up for being different.
because for years i have beat myself up because i wanted to fit in
but im not meant to fit in!
i am meant to have my problems and struggles
and i am meant to overcome them
i find peace knowing i will one day either defeat my demons or learn to dance with them.
i am slowly inching toward the dance floor
i refuse to slouch my back and quiet down.
i am here and i have a voice and it is loud and i refuse to stay quiet out of fear.
fear of judgment
of rejection.
i don't fear u anymore.
i don't fear the demons in the dark anymore
because i finally know i can fight them back
or learn the rhythm to the beat.
YOU ARE READING
chaos
Poetrythis is a book about my life! my first poetry book. talks about various topics such as: life, dealing with death, sexuality, anxiety, depression, falling in and out of love, etc. writing has always been a way for me to express myself. i hope my...
