the only time i allow myself to think about u is the shower. i cut off my long hair that u loved.
none of the hair left has been touched by u.
i shaved. i bought new makeup. new lip gloss. none that had kissed ur lips. when i cut my hair it felt like the weight of u pulling me down came off. like i had finally released the pieces of u. i let the shower wash away the sad thoughts. the hurt. the pain. i let it wash u away. and i hope it hurts. i hope ur hurting the same way i constantly was. losing u was the best thing that ever happened to me. i'm no longer in constant pain.
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chaos
Poetrythis is a book about my life! my first poetry book. talks about various topics such as: life, dealing with death, sexuality, anxiety, depression, falling in and out of love, etc. writing has always been a way for me to express myself. i hope my...
