Dear Diary,
Main samajh nhi pa rhi ki main khush raho ya dukhi.
Hua ye ki aaj main aur Charlie apni second unofficial date par nikle...
Don't know why he said "tum meri ho" to me, but I was able to sense some sort of possessiveness in his voice.
Sab khuch kitna real lag rha tha, until the moment he said ki use shuruwat se pata tha ki main usse payaar karti hoon.
He said that ki Chaya ne use bataya ki main use pasand karti hoon.
Matlab use shuruwat se sab khuch pta tha , uske bawjud vo mere sath game khelta rha, mere samne dusri ladkiyon ke sath flirt karta tha aur mujhe intentionally hurt karta rha.
Usne jaise hi mujhe ye baat batai, aisa laga ki uska vo "tum meri ho" , sab khuch ek bhout bada scam hai...
Scam !!!
Sabse bada scam....and u know what? I am a tubelight, in every way...isliye tab uske samne khuch thik se react nhi kar pai...samajh mein nhi arha kya karun? Jo bhi ho, I really don't want to think about it.
Mera sar dard ho rha hai...
Bye!!
Varsha Sinha ...
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Dolly Awasthi is Prakhar Awasthi's mother.
And she detest one person, my hero....
She is one of those four people , whom we are supposed to be afraid of....her gang is famously known as "char log"....
Her basic job is to judge other's kids and she is so much engrossed in her job that she even forgot to judge her's.... that's why Prakhar is like this....
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"Dekhiye ji, apke bete ne meri beti ke sath badtameezi ki , isliye mere bete ne use mara!!! Uske bawjud aap ladne chali ai!! Shukra banaiye ki hamne Prakhar ke khilaf police complaint nhi ki!!!"
Mummy shouted at her and me and bhai stood at the corner, watching everything.
Is she my same conservative soch wali mumma?
My god she is changed so much!!
She is not blaming me...she neither said that iconic line tali kabhi ek hath se nhi bajti....she is fighting for me...for her kids...
"Galti Varsha ki hai!!! Usi ne khuch kiya hoga !!"
"Accha !!! Ulta chor kotwal ko daate!!! Puri colony ne dekha ki kaise Prakhar ne jabardasti Varsha ko rang lagya!!! Apke ghar mein vo ladkiyon ko aram se chuta hoga!! Hamare ghar par log mariyada se rehte hai!!"
And they continued for like 45 minutes. They were standing at our house's gate and screaming , shouting and accusing each other.
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"Mumma !! Aap kyun unse ladne chali gai? Kitni mean hai Dolly aunty"
Maa lovingly touched my face and said ," Der se hi sahi , par ab samajh mein aya ki tumhari kabhi koi galti thi hi nhi, aur jahan tak baat rhi Dolly ki, toh main uske jaisi 1000 Dolly se lad sakti hoon, mujhe pta hai tum kabhi mera vishwas nhi todogi.."
And like a culprit, I stood there, guilt invading my heart.
Mumma don't know anything about Nitin, she don't know that I hang out with him, all alone.
Mumma trusts me so much and I lied to her.
Jab main sahi thi, tab mumma mujhe par bharosa nhi karti thi, aur ab jab main actually galat hoon, tab mumma andha vishwas karti hain mujh par...
Kanha!! Mumma ka ye vishwas kabhi na tute....
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(10th June)
"Kitne dino ke baad ab yaad ai meri!!",he complained.
Kya bolun samajh mein nhi arha.
Second unofficial date ke baad ab jakar hamari baat hui...
Maine jaan bhuj kar isse koi baat nhi ki, and I have two reasons for that -
1) I don't want to lose mumma's trust anymore
2) after knowing that he was intentionally hurting me, I decided to ignore him in order to subside this stupid feeling called love.
"Haan vo yahan thoda problem ho gya tha...wahi Awasthi aunty and her tantrums...usual stuff."
"Accha , ek baat bolun?"
"Haan bolo"
"Ghumne chalogi?"
"No yaar!! I need a break from this!"
"Dekho, samajhne ki koshish karo, ek baar classes shuru ho gai, toh hum nhi mil payeinge....main college nhi apaunga ...samjha karo na",he pleaded.
"Accha give me sometime"
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Batao kya socha tumne?
I saw his text.
Kis baare mein?
I texted back.
July shuru hone se pehle sirf ek baar, please, I need you yaar....mujhe khuch batana hai...
I need some time...
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Finally after his thousands pleads I decided to go for the last time.
Same place, same time.
Kash maine tab use mana kar diya hota, toh shayad aisa kabhi nhi hota jo hone wala tha....
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