Tu Itna Zaruri Kaise Hua...

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"Main kya karti yaar , uss samay situation hi aisi thi....he was looking like a lost puppy, he was disturbed , broken , helpless....aur mere man ne kaha ki main use sambhalun...."

"Tumne usko sambhala...koi baat nhi, tumne use sambhalne ke liye use distract kiya...koi baat nhi, tumne use distract karne ke liye uske gaal par kiss kiya....koi baat nhi....par devi, tumne use apni diary kis khushi mein dedi!!!",Ruhi ka pagal hona lazmi tha.

"What??? Tumne Charlie ki apni personal diary dedi?? Kyun?? Kis khushi mein?",even Nitya was shocked.

"Come on yaar....maine kaha na uss time situation hi khuch aisi thi....I was in love!!"

Aur iss tereh Varsha Sinha ne andhere mein teer maar kar bhi nishana sahi jagah lagya!!!

Yahi excuse Nitya ne diya tha when I confronted her on her suicide attempt..

[Author's note: see chapter one for the reference]

She felt silent as the realization hit upon her....of course main apne bite hue kal ke panne inn madam ke entertainment ke nhi khol rhi...it's for her own betterment...janti hoon kaafi dukh hua mujhe iss walk back in memory lane mein, but ye zaruri hai....

Aur abhi toh bas adha lane hi cross hua hai....baki ka rasta abhi baki hai...

"Par yaar ye galat baat hai! Tumne aaj tak mujhe kabhi diary nhi di aur usse dedi!!", Oblivious Veer started complaining....wish I could tell him about Nitya's past but no....Veer ka vaise bhi insabse koi matlab nhi....

"Inse aur kya umeed ki ja sakti hai!! Ye toh uss Charlie ke liye apni jaan bhi dene ko taiyar thi...ye toh phir bhi ek diary hai...",Ruhi joined and by god she is doing a fantastic job....she hit the right spot...the candle light was enough to show us the expressions of Nitya as even she knew that Ruhi was taunting her and not me...

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(Same evening)

That moment was magical...truly magical....

It gave me hope, strength and a smile...

I know it sounds silly, but he actually asked for that.

Kehte hain ki ek insaan ki diary mein uska vo side chipa hai jisse shayad vo khud anjaan hai...

And I couldn't agree more...

Abhi main apni koi purani diary padun toh khud ko hairani hogi ki main kabhi aisi thi...

Nitin ek saal se meri diary ke piche pada tha aur aaj maine finally use apni diary dedi....to let him know what I actually feel about him...

Kya pta meri diary pad kar use mujhse payaar ho jaye...ya phir atleast vo mere samne dusri ladkiyon ke sath flirt karna band karde...hey I am just trying to be optimist...that's all..

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