"Vaise mujhe ek baat samajh mein nhi ai. Charlie ne tumhare sath aisi badtameezi kyun ki? "
"Iska jawab bhi usi ke sath chla gya",Ruhi cracked the most classic joke and all three of us started laughing, except her.
The whole room was filled with the lavender fragrance.
All thanks to this archaeologist/ writer...
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"Dude these candles are amazing! Tumne kahan se kharidi?", I asked her. These are just awesome.
"Arey wahin cozy cafe mein milti hai. Ek kaam karte hain, kal tum mere sath cafe chalna, tumhare liye bhi kharid leinge. "
I happily agreed.
****************************** Varsha's P.O.V
Nitya was giving me all those meaning full looks.
Like seriously, ye kitni ajeeb hai!!
Matlab, maine Veer ke gaal khiche aur Nitya ke according aisa karke main aur Veer jeevansathi ban gaye.
Iska T.V serials dekhna band karana padega.
Anyways....ab to kal ka besabri se intzaar hai, kyunki kal hum acche se Avni bhabhi ke baare mein vartalap kareinge.
I am so happy for Veer. Mujhe nhi lga tha ki Simran ke baad ye kisi se bhi payaar kar payega.
Is Avni mein khuch to baat hogi jisne Veer jaise sakth launde ko pighla diya.
******************************
(Few days later)
Confrontation ke agle din, Nitin college nhi aya .
Mujhe laga ki vo mere samne ane se hichak rha hai, but baad mein pta chala ki janab to phir se kisi camp ke liye sheher se bahar gaye hain .
Uss shaam, main apni almaari ke kapde thik se lga rhi thi.
It was like first week of October aur pure ghar mein mummy ne tehlka macha diya tha.
Pure time bas safai .
I was rearranging my cupboard when I saw a beautiful short types kurti.
The one that I wore on the day of my admission/councelling of college.
I wonder ye mujhe ab fit bhi ayegi?
I mean it's atleast more than one year old .
Old dress, old memories.
Tab kitna excited thi main college ke liye. I was confident, happy and focused .
Unlike now, when I am just a mess of flesh and blood.
A mess....yes my life is a mess now. I wish ki main kabhi Nitin se mili hi nhi hoti.
I want that old Varsha back.
******************************
(Same night, after dinner)
I hoped on my bed and started scrolling through the social media feeds.
Time pass karne ki ninja technique..
As I was scrolling, my screen flashed with a notification of a message from Nitin .
I immediately clicked on it and sighed as I read it...
I am sorry...I never thought of using u...
I again sighed and started typing Hey, Tum Lucknow pahuch gaye?
I really wanted to avoid this topic.
Yes.... sorry Varsha , I am sorry, I never wanted to hurt u...
Fine, so he really think that I am going to forgive him...
Hum iske baare mein phir kabhi baat kareinge, not now ...
He left my message seen.
Great!!
Salute to his male ego !!!
I was cursing him in my mind when I saw his name flashed on my phone screen.
I sighed and swipe the green icon.
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"Hello...", I answered in low voice.
"Hello, yaar I am extremely sorry..."
"Nitin yaar, bhout late ho gya hai, main iss samay baat nhi kar sakti, phir kabhi iss baare mein baat kareinge."
I hung up and again felt those emotions escaping through my eyes in the form of droplets.
I am never going to forgave him .
Not in this life.
******************************
(Few more days later)
Jaise jaise din bitte gaye, vaise vaise sab khuch phir se normal hota chala gya.
It was now obvious to him ki main use ghanta maaf nhi karne wali.
He was still in guilt and I really want him to be like that.
It's not that I hate him, but because it's like a lesson for him.
It's quite obvious that we are not going to ended up together.
Kabhi na kabhi to hame alag hona hi hai, aur ye same harkat Nitin ne jo mere sath ki , vo kisi aur ke sath na kare isliye zaruri hai ki main use maaf na karun aur guilt mein hi rehne doon .
Well ab khuch hi dino mein diwali vacation shuru ho jayegi aur usse pehle hamare professors saal bhar ki padai ek din mein kara deinge.
Vaise bhi diwali ke baad to duniya khatam hi ho jayegi....
Anyways, aaj ke liye I am very excited.
Aaj meri aur Nitin ki dosti ko pura ek saal ho jayega.
No , I am not a typical nibbi jo "anniversary" celebrate karne mein believe karti hai.
I am a history person, isliye mujhe dates aur events yaad reh jaate hain, infact Nitin se related har ek baat mujhe yaad rehti hai.
Uss din meri life mein ek aise insaan ki entry hone wali thi, jiske bina ab main apni life imagine hi nhi kar sakti ......
