Distractions- Herophine Story [ON HOLD]

chapter seven

Hayden:

"You kissed her?" Skyler asks and I nod. "And she let you?" I answer her again with a nod. "Damn. I swear Hayden if you break her heart in anyway I will literally kill you." She threatens. 

"Oh yeah Sky, I am plotting to break her heart." I say sarcastically. 

"I am just saying, she's been through a lot H. You're the first guy she's let near her so be careful." she informs me. 

"What do you mean she's been through a lot?" I ask her. Ellies let me in on very little of her past so I am itching to know things about her.

"Thats not my place to say Hayden. Now tell me more about what happened the other night." she demands

*Flashback*

I cannot believe she is letting me kiss her right now. I have had my fair share of encounters with girls throughout my nineteen years of life. I had my first kiss at thirteen, I lost my virginity at sixteen, and have had way too many experiences since to count. With all of my knowledge on the subject of intimacy, nothing can compare to how I am feeling right now. Ellies lips on mine. Her beautiful, soft, lightly glossed lips on mine. As much as I would love to slip my tongue in her mouth,I don't want to take this too far and cause Ellie to freak out, so I simply continue to kiss her as gently as possible until she pulls away. She does end up pulling away, a bit too early for my liking but she could have let me kiss her into next week, and I would still be disappointed at the end. 

"Wow..." She says and quickly turns her head, looking at the floor causing me to worry that I may have done something to make her feel uncomfortable. That is the absolute last thing I want to do since she is just now starting to open up to me a bit. 

"Did I do something wrong Ellie?" I ask her. She turns her head to look at me again but doesn't meet my eyes.

"No, it's nothing you've done." She explains.

"What is it?" I ask her. I can tell that she's not going to want to tell me and I don't want to push her but I also want to be able to help her with whatever is bothering her.

"Its embarrassing."  I've never met someone so closed off. I thought that Skyler was hard to get something out of but she is nothing compared to Ellie.

"Ellie, I am not going to judge you. I definitely have no room to judge anyone." I tell her truthfully. 

"Well.. I um.. I never done anything like this before." She tells me. I'm a bit confused on what exactly she is referencing when she says "this". She must see the confusion on my face because she continues.

"Um.. I've never really kissed anyone before." she confesses . I am shocked to say the least. It's obviously not a bad thing, it just a bit odd for someone to get there first kiss when they are eighteen when most people, including me, get their first kiss in their early teens. Definitely not bad, just different.