Distractions- Herophine Story [ON HOLD]

Chapter twelve

Hayden:

What. The. Fuck. 

I have no fucking clue what to do. I really don't know what has gotten into me tonight. Dancing with Ellie, and then seeing that guy flirting with her, and then going shopping with me made me feel different. Shopping with her was such a simple task but it felt normal. I felt like I could see myself doing it with her forever. Dancing with her made me finally realize what I have been thinking about for a while. It made me realize that I am in fact falling in love with her. And it is scaring me shitless. I have never felt this way and I don't want to fuck it up. Especially not with Ellie. But it is also making me happier than I have ever been. I have never cared so much for someone. I have never gotten jealous over someone, but when they coffee bloke was flirting with her I thought I was going to lose my shit. 

But now that's she's agreeing to let me touch her I don't know what to do. I know exactly what I want to do. I want to slip my hand into her pajama shorts until she is chanting my name, but that feels like a little too much too soon.  But fuck do I want to.

Instead I take my right hand and tuck a stray hair behind her ear before trailing my fingertips down her jawline, to her neck, and lastly to the valley of her breasts. I bring my eyes from her very full, perky, perfect breasts up to her beautiful blue eyes. Her eyes are full of curiosity and what seems to be a lot of nervousness. She doesn't seem to be afraid which I am thankful for. I don't ever want her to be scared around me. 

"Is this okay baby?." I ask and she give a slight nod with a sweet, shy smile accompanied. I trail my fingertips down her abdomen as I shift my body lower and she parts her legs slightly for me to lay with my head hovering over her stomach. I push her over-sized tee shirt up just under her bra and I look up to her once again to find her staring back at me. Her breathing is heavy and her heart is practically beating out of her chest but she doesn't seem to be afraid. 

"Is this still okay?" I ask her. If I was doing this to another girl I wouldn't ask as much. When girls come over to my flat they know what's going to happen and trust me they enjoyed it, but with Ellie  I know she hasn't done a lot, if any and she has built up a wall that I am so desperate to knock down eventually. 

"Yes." She kisses as her eyes flutter. I kiss her stomach just above her belly button and then trail kisses up her stomach until I have reached right below her bra, and then I trail them back down her stomach just above her pajama shorts. I then shift my body once again where my head is between her legs. 

 Fuck. 

I can see the wet spot on her shorts just above her needy heat and what I would do to be able to taste her right now. My mouth is practically watering thinking about it. I kiss her inner thigh and take my fingertips and lightly rub her covered center. I hear a breathy moan come from above me and I look back up to see Ellie still looking at me. I give her a small smile which she returns. I control myself from all the things I want to do and move my body back up and plant a quick kiss on her mouth before I pull her shirt back down to cover her stomach.

"You did so good baby." I tell her and spoon her with my body.

"Why didn't you do anything else?" She asks.

"We did enough. Eventually we will do more babe." I tell her. I pull her body closer to me and shortly I fall asleep with my sweet girl lying n my arms.