He left you in the dirt questioning everything you thought you knew. Only to show up years later thinking things will be the same.
But you're married
HE'S married!!!
Then why do you allow yourself to fall back into the rabbit hole known only as Ju...
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Coming home with my divorce papers in my purse, I feel heavier than I did before I had them. Like the weight on my shoulders has doubled in size as I now need to serve them to Jin.
Now I actually have to say the words 'I want a divorce' rather than just thinking them over and over in my mind. Now it all just seems too real. And it's making me want to break down. The facade that I have been having to show for the past month is finally starting to crumble. I just feel like I could burst into tears constantly and it's really starting to take its toll on me.
I just want it to all be over now.
I'm tired.
Walking into the house I cannot say that I'm pleased to see my husband as soon as I walk into the kitchen, his music blaring throughout the house meaning he must be in a good mood. Well that's about to change.
"Jin!" I yell, trying to make myself louder than the music he's currently dancing to as he stands over the stove, only to go unheard.
"Jin!!!"
Spinning around at the sound of my voice, his eyes widen just before his shoulders relax realising that it's me that is yelling his name.
"Ah you're home!" He grins before turning back to whatever it is he's stirring.
"Jin can you turn that down please?" I yell again, him frowning at me as he reaches over to turn the music off on his phone.
"What's up beautiful? I thought you liked this song?"
"Jin." I sigh, reaching into my bag, my hands beginning to shake as I reach for the papers. "I'm sorry to do this, but I want a divorce."
I'm not even sure why I am apologising, I have nothing to apologise for but yet I feel guilty just for asking this of him.
"Where the hell is this coming from?!" He asks, stepping towards me, making me back up slightly.
Dropping my eyes to the floor, I lift my hand with the papers towards him.
"You know why." I whisper, feeling myself start to break from the inside.
"No." He says flatly, pushing the papers towards my chest. "I'm not letting you break up our marriage."
Shooting my eyes up to look at him, I'm shocked at his audacity to accuse me of being the one that is ruining everything.
"Me?! I'm not the one having an affair!"
"And I told you that none of what you've heard is true!!" He yells, stepping even closer now making my back become pressed up against the wall.
"What about what I saw huh?! What about the messages I've seen between you and Kelly?! I suppose you're going to try and tell me that they don't exist!" I snap back, trying to put on a brave face when in fact I'm crumbling inside.
