✓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐘 ❹ 𝐔 ║ 𝐂.𝐒𝐁

↬t͢w͢o͢

➪𝓊𝓃ℯ𝒹𝒾𝓉ℯ𝒹 ⁃ ℯ𝓃𝒿ℴ𝓎!

⇒↛ ℙ ℝ 𝔼 𝕊 𝔼 ℕ 𝕋 ↚⇐

❝ 𝓟𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓲𝓸𝓾𝓼 𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 ❞

✧♡❣♡✧

He stood infront of me with a paper bag in his hand and held it towards me.

No, i couldn't take it back.

The things i gave him when we were together,

he is giving it all back to me.

How could he.

I stood there staring at the paper bag dumbfounded.

My eyes got glossy and i wanted to breakdown and cry

But not infront of him

I couldn't let him know that i'm weak.

I could not hold it anymore, a tear rolled down my cheek.

"Soobin, i can't take these back"

My voice sounded like a whisper as i felt my heart being stabbed by a knife or even got hit by a hammer multiple times.

Those things inside the bag, i worked so hard to buy them for him and he wants to give it back to me like it was not precious at all.

"Do you want me to throw these in the garbage instead?"

His harsh and ice cold words made my heart throb in complete pain.

Don't he think he has hurt me enough?

I held in the tears that threatened to come out.

It was like he tore my heart open.

I forced myself to look up at his beautiful, charming face.

And i sent him the most happy smile i've got,

despite i'm really breaking inside.

He got taken aback by my expression and still held out the paper bag towards me.

"Take it so that i can leave"

I felt a pang in my chest as my eyes got even more teary.

I thought he loved the gifts that i gave him every anniversary.

For short - he doesn't love me at all

So i took a deep breathe and made up my mind to tell him that -

"It's okay, Soobin. You can throw them all in the garbage. It's trash anyway....just like me"

I said it as i looked up at him with a wide masked smile.

He only sighed and i clenched my fists, finally disappearing from his sight as i ran outside the school field with a hand in chest.

I sobbed and cried.

I felt so broken, i felt betrayed even.

I don't know how to feel anymore, but cry.

I was so very foolish and desperate for his love.

Soobin, i love you

✧♡❣♡✧

≈ 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓰𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓾𝓹 𝓸𝓷 𝓾𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓲𝓵𝔂 ≈