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➪𝓊𝓃ℯ𝒹𝒾𝓉ℯ𝒹 ⁃ ℯ𝓃𝒿ℴ𝓎！

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❝ 𝓛𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷 ❞

✧♡❣♡✧

I closed the bedroom door behind me

But as i looked up to the living room

I saw him

All dressed up nicely

His perfume that i smelt in the air

Oh, how i wanted to tell him

That he was looking so gorgeous

But he didn't dress up for me

I know that he was leaving again

It was the day

That she was coming back to Korea

And i did not want him to leave

And i know he is still mad about our fight yesterday

Soni pretended that i didn't know where he was going

"Where are you going?"

I said

But he didn't respond

And ignored me

My heart clenched in pain

And i watched him put on his coat

My eyes got glassy

And i couldn't help it anymore

So i ran infront of the door

Blocking him from going out

Blocking him from leaving me

When he saw me do that

He only heaved a deep sigh

"Get out of my way"

He said

And i felt my heart throb in so much pain

He even treats me rudely now

Like he is not in love with me anymore

My tears instantly rolled down my cheeks

And i stared up at him

Begging him

"Are you going to leave me alone again?"

I said

My voice cracking

And my hands shaking

"I need to go, i'm gonna be late"

Soobin grabbed the doorknob

But i was still blocking his way

I reached out my hand

Clutching his grey jacket

"Soobin, please. Don't leave"

I sobbed

My voice sounded like a whisper

And my eyes hurt

My heart in deep pain

Everything hurts

"Please, stay with me"

I begged him

And he only looked down on me

I begged him

And he only looked down on me

And freed my grip from his jacket

As he twisted the doorknob

The door opened harshly .

And i fell on the floor

Crying and sobbing

Watching him slamming the door close

Leaving alone in a mess

I was so foolish

So desperate for his warmth and love

So pathetic

But even if he hurts me

So many times that i lose count

I will still love him

Soobin, i love you

✧♡❣♡✧

≈ 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓽𝓸𝓸 𝓲𝓶𝓹𝓸𝓻𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝓶𝓮 ≈