✓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐘 ❹ 𝐔 ║ 𝐂.𝐒𝐁

↪t͢h͢i͢r͢t͢y͢ f͢i͢v͢e͢

➪𝓊𝓃ℯ𝒹𝒾𝓉ℯ𝒹 ⁃ ℯ𝓃𝒿ℴ𝓎！

⇒↛ ℙ 𝔸 𝕊 𝕋 ↚⇐

❝ 𝓑𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓽𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾 ❞

✧♡❣♡✧

The school bell rings in the background

And he stood infront of me

Glaring deep into my orbs

Coldly

I stood there

Blocking his way to the entrance of the school

My legs were wobbly

I didn't know

Why i had the courage to face him

After he broke up with me

After he shattered my whole world

"Step aside, i'm gonna be late"

He said lowly

Almost as if

I was his enemy

And he hates me so much

"Tell me, Soobin"

I said

"Tell me the reason why you did this to me"

I continued

And stared up at his dark eyes

My hands were shaking

My lips quivering

He only heaved a sigh

And

"Because, i love her"

The way he said it

The way his emotions says it all

My heart dropped completely

My world crashed into me

I was in a box

And everything inside started to get smaller

Squeezing me

It hurts

It hurts so much

My tears escaped my eyes

Rolling down my cheeks

"So everything we have been through...was nothing at all?"

I questioned

My voice cracking

And

I couldn't breathe due to my sobs

"Everything you said was all a lie, right?"

"Everything you promised me, they were all a lie?"

"Your smiles, your laughters, your affections towards me. Those were all fake, right?"

He just stood there

Silent

Staring at me

With his cold look

Hearing me sob

Watching me breakdown infront of him

"Let me just say, all our memories were a fake"

I said with many emotions

"You didn't care."

"Infact, YOU were acting so fake all this time"

The pain in my chest didn't stop

As i clutch it

Punching it to reduce the pain

And i only knew

All this years

"You just wanted a girlfriend, nothing more"

"You just wanted someone to love you, but you don't want to love them back"

"You are so selfish"

I said to him

With my eyes

Completely in a glare battle with him

"But no matter how i think so many times, to think that i was just nothing to you"

"I still...

"I still love you, Soobin"

And with that

I released a smile towards him

Despite all the tears and sobs

"And it was dumb of me to tell you this"

"But i don't want you back"

"All i want is for you to be happy, Soobin"

"Even if it kills me"

After that

I ran away

Ran away from his sight

Still crying

Still in a mess

Because of him

If i could just turn back time

I could have rejected him

I could have told him to stay away from me

But i was too damn stupid

I was an idiot

To let him freely play with my feelings

And now i knew

I could not let a guy break me

But i still think of him

A hundred times a day

I could not forget him

I love you, Soobin

✧♡❣♡✧

≈ 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓼 𝓪 𝓰𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂 ≈