✓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐘 ❹ 𝐔 ║ 𝐂.𝐒𝐁

↪e͢i͢g͢h͢t͢e͢e͢n͢

➪𝓊𝓃ℯ𝒹𝒾𝓉ℯ𝒹 ⁃ ℯ𝓃𝒿ℴ𝓎！

⇒↛ ℙ ℝ 𝔼 𝕊 𝔼 ℕ 𝕋 ↚⇐

❝ 𝓖𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓽 𝓫𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓽𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾 ❞

✧♡❣♡✧

He stood infront of me

The look of his face shouts it all

Seems he is not interested

I did not dare to look up at his face

I knew i would breakdown if i do

I had to force him to talk to me

And i felt so embarassed

So i pulled out the black journal from my sling bag

And slowly held it out to him

My face was a mess

I didn't have enough sleep

And my eyes were red and puffy

My skin was pale

And i was becoming thin for not eating my meals well

I was torturing myself

Because i could not move on from him

Soobin only stared at the book

And i said

"I found it on the floor"

I simply spoke with a low tone

My voice raspy

He looked down at me

And heave a deep sigh

"I dropped it on purpose"

He said

And my heart throbbed

I persed my lips into a thin line

And still held out the journal

He suddenly snatched it from my grip

Making me look up at him in surprise

He walked over to a garbage can beside the lockers

And flipped through the pages

I only stared at him in pure disbelief

He's gonna throw away the journal like it was just trash

I knew it

Our memories were all trash to him

Soobin froze in his spot

And i heard paper being ripped

My breathe hitched

And i feel my heart also being ripped apart

He held the piece of paper in hand

And threw the journal inside the garbage can

He stared at our photo for a whole three seconds

As i watched him rip it in half

Rip the small photo in half

I felt like i was drowning

But there was no water

I couldn't help

But let my tears fall freely down my cheeks

I angrily marched towards him

Pulled him by his jacket to let him face me

And harshly snatched the ripped photo in his hands

I stared at the two ripped photo paper in my palms

As he only stared at me

With surprise and shock evident in his eyes

I took a deep breathe

And finished what he started

I ripped the two photo paper into tiny shreds infront of him

As the small shreds fall to the floor like light feathers

And i finally said

With all my might

"Forget me all you want, Soobin"

I stared up into his deep orbs

My heart bled

"And be happy

That i don't exist in your life anymore"

His eyes slowly widened

And with that

I left him in the empty hallway

I'm so sorry

But i will never forget him

Not until i will have amnesia

Soobin, i love you

✧♡❣♡✧

≈ 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓲𝓵𝔂 ≈