✓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐘 ❹ 𝐔 ║ 𝐂.𝐒𝐁

↪s͢e͢v͢e͢n͢t͢e͢e͢n͢

➪ 𝓊𝓃ℯ𝒹𝒾𝓉ℯ𝒹 ⁃ ℯ𝓃𝒿ℴ𝓎！

⇒↛ ℙ 𝔸 𝕊 𝕋 ↚⇐

❝ 𝓝𝓸𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓹𝓻𝓲𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓽𝔂 ❞

✧♡❣♡✧

I sat on the cold floor of our shared bedroom

Leaning my back on the wall, hugging my legs near my chest

Hearing the two of them conversing with each other on the phone

On the other side of the room

It was twelve midnight

It has been hours and they are still talking to each other

It was like

Soobin and i

Were never in a relationship

He was giving her all his time

And left me alone in our shared bedroom

My eyes were red and puffy

As i kept crying and sobbing

I heard him say to her

"She is not my girlfriend, just my roommate"

My whole world shattered into pieces

And i wish the abyss would appear infront of me and swallow me whole

My tears started flowing down my cheeks again

As i heard them laugh together

She stole my spot

I should be the one laughing with him

Oh, how much it hurts

All i feel is pain

Everyday

My heart was tortured

Day and night

I wish mom and dad were here

But i got no one

So i only comfort myself

If he really ends up with her

Then it's okay

I want him to be happy anyways

Even if it hurts me more

I love you, Soobin

✧♡❣♡✧

≈ 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓲𝓷𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝓮 ≈