✓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐘 ❹ 𝐔 ║ 𝐂.𝐒𝐁

↪t͢h͢i͢r͢t͢y͢ s͢e͢v͢e͢n͢

➪𝓊𝓃ℯ𝒹𝒾𝓉ℯ𝒹 ⁃ ℯ𝓃𝒿ℴ𝓎！

⇒↛ ℙ 𝔸 𝕊 𝕋 ↚⇐

❝ 𝓘 𝓗𝓸𝓹𝓮 ❞

✧♡❣♡✧

My wrist was hurting

As she dragged me with her to an empty classroom

It was her

The girl that Soobin loves

His childhood friend

His bestfriend

His first love

The scene from yesterday flashed in my mind

Soobin's glare

My crying face

His words

{"Because i love her"}

It echoed inside my brain

As i only looked down at my swollen wrist

I was suddenly pushed towards the empty classroom

Barely stumbling

As i heard the door slam close

And when i turned around to talk

Her hand landed on my cheek

So hardly

It hurts

My eyes became glassy

As my breathe became unstable

"Are you that desperate for Soobin's love?"

She said

Her voice

Her emotion

Full of anger

"Or are you just obsessed with him?"

She continued

And i felt my blood boil

I am not obsessed

I was just used to him loving me every second

"You clearly know why he left you"

She said

And i

"Yes, i clearly know why."

"He left me, broke me into pieces, hurt me physically and mentally."

"He hates me now, he doesn't care about me anymore. He left me alone by myself"

I honestly said

My tears well up my eyes

And rolled down my cheeks

I gritted my teeth

And continued

"He left me because he got tired of me for no reason"

"He left me...to be with you"

I balled my hands into fists

My heart beating so incredibly fast

She just stayed silent

"I hope he does the same to you"

"He will break you into pieces, hurt you physically and mentally'

"I hope he hates you with all his life, i hope he doesn't care about you anymore and will leave you alone by yourself"

"I hope he hurts you the same way he hurted me"

"I hope you will suffer the way i did"

"Because i think you deserve it"

"You deserve it all"

I told her

And walked past her

Bumping my shoulder with hers

As i wiped my tears off my cheeks

But some keeps on falling

I am tired

So tired of being weak

Of being like this

So tired of suffering

So tired of crying

For me

Soobin doesn't deserve these tears

He doesn't deserve my love

But i will still love him

Soobin, i love you

✧♡❣♡✧

≈ 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓼𝓾𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓪 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 ≈