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➪𝓊𝓃ℯ𝒹𝒾𝓉ℯ𝒹 ⁃ ℯ𝓃𝒿ℴ𝓎！

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❝ 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓸𝓫 ❞

✧♡❣♡✧

I stood in the living room

Feeling so stressed

I clenched my jaw as i heard his phone ringing again

My heart started to beat so incredibly fast

And i couldn't help it

But grab the phone in hand

I instantly saw the caller's ID

And i felt a slight anger rush in me

It was her again

I wonder if she knows

That i'm his girlfriend

That he loves me

What if she knew?

And doesn't even care?

And keeps on calling Soobin

I unconciously answered the phone call

And -

"Soobinnie"

I heard her high pitched voice

And she

She called Soobin by his nickname

Last time i knew

I am the only one who can call him that

"Soobin?"

She called him again

And i couldn't help

But feel really annoyed by her calling his name

So i took a deep breathe

And

"Hi, this is Soobin's girlfriend. He is not in the house today"

I honestly replied

With a shaky voice

But then she said -

"Girlfriend? Soobin doesn't have a girlfriend, he didn't tell me"

My heart throbbed in pain

He said he was glad and lucky to have me as his girlfriend

He didn't tell me we would keep our relationship private

Then why didn't he tell her about me?

As if i wasn't his girlfriend in the first place

As if i'm not special

As if i never existed

My eyes became glassy

And i ended up crying because of that

Is Soobin not proud or happy with our relationship?

Then why did he date me?

I slumped in the sofa

Still clutching the phone in hand

And the front door opened

I wish i never answered the phone call

I wish she never existed

She is getting between me and Soobin

But

If someday

Somehow

He will choose her over me

And leave me behind

No matter what

I will always love him

I love you, Soobin

✧♡❣♡✧

≈ 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓭𝓲𝓭 𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓼𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓻
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