✓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐘 ❹ 𝐔 ║ 𝐂.𝐒𝐁

↪f͢o͢u͢r͢

➪𝓊𝓃ℯ𝒹𝒾𝓉ℯ𝒹 ⁃ ℯ𝓃𝒿ℴ𝓎！

⇒↛ ℙ ℝ 𝔼 𝕊 𝔼 ℕ 𝕋 ↚⇐

❝ 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓱𝓾𝓻𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰, 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓸𝓴𝓪𝔂 ❞

✧♡❣♡✧

I saw him outside school after dismissal. He was laughing along with his friends.

I don't know why he is happy after all we have been through.

Oh, how much i wanted to cry.

I didn't have any friends, i was alone.

Soobin was the only friend i had

But he left me just like that

Like i was nothing from the beginning.

I clenched my hands into tight fists, trying my hardest not to cry.

I was staring at him for too long that one of his friends saw me and pointed over at my direction.

Soobin turn his head to me and i thought he was gonna send me his precious smile

Just like when he usually does before

But instead he sent me a cold and expressionless look and turned away from me.

I was so desperate for his love and now i'm going crazy because of it.

I was so very in love with him and i am still so in love

How could i give my heart over to him like it was a toy

I realized it was a mistake falling in love with him

I was so obsessed

And he was so careless

With a heavy heart i carried for weeks, i turned my back on him and had gone home alone.

I only live alone, my parents were murdered, my grandfather was missing for years and my grandma died from cancer.

I just suffered from depression and Soobin was the one who saved me

Or as i thought he did

But he made it even worse

I couldn't help, but throw a tantrum inside my bedroom

Throwing all the things he gave me as gifts

I was a crying mess, and deeply depressed

The small snowglobe he gave me that has a picture if us inside it

I threw it on the floor and it smashed into shards of glass

Our picture torned right in the middle of our figures

My heart felt far more worst than that

I screamed at the top of my lungs in mixed emotions

Harshly taking off the silver necklace he gave me on our third anniversary

Clutching it near my chest as i cried and sobbed in the corner

Soobin, i love you

✧♡❣♡✧

≈ 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝔂 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓲ʹ𝓶 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓪 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮 ≈