FIRST LOVE❤ Little things called love ✔️

❣️FOURTY-FOUR❣️

Sana was at home helping maa but her mind was deep in his thoughts. Him saying that, Sheena and he could be together was a sharp needle pierced in her heart continuously. Why was it so difficult to get over someone. What would she do if she really sees the most unpleasing reality, to be his happiness, will she be able to tolerate that. In the reverie of her thoughts she mistakenly burned her hands.

"ouchh" she winced and maa was quick to put her hand in the running cold water.

"kya kar rahi hai tu Sana..... Kahan dhyaan hai tera....abhi kitni lag sakti thi" Maa admonished her irresponsible behaviour only for her to make pout and whine.

"Maa... Mujhko lagi hai or aap mujhko daant rahi ho......main rone lagungi" and she literally had tears in her eyes. Of what, only she knew.

It was a few days of that video being released but still it sustained to be the hot gossip. Some intentionally yelled the words aloud for Sana to know that she was finally a old toy for him and Sheena was to be there for forever. Nisha and Tara left no stones unturned to humiliate her.

"So Miss Sana, how do you feel, after being replaced or should I rephrase it...... How do you feel after being used.... I told you he is this, he develops a new flame every morning and changes it every night.... You just got luck to stay a little longer but the end was decided" Nisha was venomous with her words and it did bite her heart. It was spreading the bitterness in her heart for herself . Was she wrong, in believing in him? The question stirred her being and tears left her eyes. She still had her faith intact in him. She had a belief that if he loved Sheena he will tell her, it might hurt her but she knew he would never lie to her. She knew he is not someone, to woo you with a sweet lie but has the strength to own up his words and speak the truth.

"Oh my my....Nisha you know what you should be more worried about your makeup.....its degrading and might taint your skin just the same your thinking does to your mind......or should I phrase it again for you.... Don't try to use something you don't have it can be hazardous for your health" and to her every bitter words Sana gave back a stronger blow which infuriated her.

Sidharth was, due to anonymous reason, just ignoring everyone. He was running away from everyone, to find solace. He was running away even from himself to hold himself up again. Everytime he would try, his mother's words rang in his ears "You are a carbon copy of your father, just like him. You men are only good for avoiding your problems, you don't have the guts to face the reality. You don't deserve love........agar kabhi aisa hua bhi toh I pity that girl jo apni zindagi kharab karegi timhare saath.......just like your father you will just disappear and leave her broken......you are only meant to destroy."

He didn't deserve love, he was fed this since he remembers. He can't have any happiness and if he does he will ruin it just like his father. He was suffocating himself with his thoughts. He need liberalisation and only liberalisationin he can get at that moment was to get high and lock himself in the darkness.

Year was coming to end. A few months and they will be on to a new journey and a new chapter of their lives. The seniors were having the bitter-sweet moment. They were excited for the newness but sad about leaving the old them in that building.

It was 25 January. The seniors were making the most of the last few days they have with each other. Pictures were clicked, promises to be in touch were made, shirts were scribbled with the sweet words, and hidden messages.

Sheena felt the need to let her feelings out. She decided that she was going to tell Sidharth that she loves him, she has always loved him and she was expecting an answer to it. It wasn't a proposal. She was just speaking her heart out. She was sure that he will be shocked and will definitely deny it and advise her to move on and find someone better. Knowing all the pros and cons she was ready to do it. She knew if not today she will never be able to.

The next day was off so she decided that she will tell him on Monday. Sana was unusually quiet . Usually a month prior to her birthday she will let the world know she has her birthday next month , but this time she seemed off to another world that even a day before she had no excitement in her. Shreya, Rahul, Riya, Anshika,Maa and Ansih have been planning a perfect birthday for her. Shreya and Rahul were the one who got the plan on the table. She was special and close to all, but for Shreya and Rahul she was different and way more special. Sidharth was also informed about the plan and he was ready for her birthday to be the best. He wanted to make it special in his own ways.

She was early to college and soon was accompanied by her friends. None wished her and even she was not aware that it was her birthday. All came and hugged her but none spoke a word. She was confused but didn't think much and was off to their glasses. She was feeling a weird uneasiness in her. She wanted to run somewhere, but the thought of being alone was making her shudder. She wanted to puke but had nothing in her to throw it. She wanted fresh air.

Sidharth was in the football ground and he being the senior was met with many of his classmates, all wished him luck and asked him to be touch, some scribbled his shirt writing out the memories. Since he was absent the day earlier he was been met with everyone today. The girls showered him with gifts and letters and roses and chocolates and what not. He smiled and just took the roses and thier letters.

Once the class was over, she rushed out, making her friends worry and they were quick to follow her. She knew the only relief she could get was with Sidharth. She searched for him and stopped in her tracks with a teared face and broken heart when she reached the football ground.

"I love you too Sidharth" Sheena squealed and hugged him and he wrapped her arms around her too.

I never knew you were not the healer to my wounds, but also the wound.

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