New year was on the doorstep. Being away from the books was a bliss for the students. The surroundings were full of joys of the spring and everyday was barrel of laughs. New year resolution were made, to be broken on the very first day.
Maa was packed in, in the work of restaurant though Sana was helping her. The times around the new year have always been juggled and she can't help it. She loved her work but she used to be worked up during this time. Thanks to the girls who would come every now and then and even after sevearl attempts of Maa they would help her making her happy yet sad.
Rahul had been off since the Christmas Eve, as he has been planning something for the new year for Shreya and he was sure he is going to make it special for her. And he needed Sana for this. Because she knew Shreya in and out and every minute detail about her.
Shreya had been upset about the aspect of Rahul's indifferent behaviour. The other day she has cried to sleep in Sana's arm telling her how after Christmas he has not even had 15 minutes proper conversation with her and she was couldn't help her overthinking brain.
"Sana mujhe aisa lagta hai he is over me now.....he has understood that I don't meet his standards"
"Tu kya bol rahi hai Shreya" Riya who had been bored with this love drama of her rebuked her making her cry harder.
"Sana yeh toh kuch samjhegi nahi par tu samajh rahi hai na main kya bol rahi hun........tu toh jaanti hai na he is so perfect usko toh koi bhi mil jaaegi then why will he waste his time on me"
"main smajh rahi hun tujhe Shreya.......par if you love him have faith in him and in Love.....kya pata woh kuch soch raha ho tere liye haina."
"nahi Sana I don't think so....woh mujhse thik se baat bhi nahi kar rha hai.......aisa lag rha hai he is ignoring me intentionally"
"are baba tu apne chotu se dimag ko chalana band kar and believe in him......kal mil rahi hai na toh phir kyun drame kar rahi hai kal lad lena" Shreya thought over her words and tried to do what she advised- believe in Love.
That night she got a call from her father after almost a week and she couldn't contain her happiness. She was quick to take the phone from Maa and rush to her room.
"Hi my superhero"
"Hi bacha, kaisa ha mera strong baby.... Good? "
"Yes papa I am perfect aap kaise ho or aapne mujhe itne dino se call bhi nahi kiya now I am katti"
"Sorry beta......pata hai na kaam but this time I have a great news for you"
"kya" she was excited
"acha when will be your results declared?"
"first week of jan"
"okay toh if your results are good you are coming to stay with me"
"wow papa.......bas ab jaldi se result aa jaye and then main aapke pass aa jaungi"
"yes baccha....take care apna bhi or Maa ka bhi"
"aap bhi...or I love you and I miss you or ab main jaldi jaldi aapke pass aaungi" she chirped in delight.
Her excitement died as she thought of Sidharth. Her blooming face truned to sad. She was not knowing how to be without Sidharth. How will she live without seeing him, suddenly life seem impossible without him when she lived her so many years without him. She wondered what will she without his smile, his teasing, his talks, him listening to her without any hint of annoyance, will anyone else do it? How will she be sleep knowing that next day she will not see him. His sweet forehead kisses, him biting her cheeks all of a sudden and him hugging her whenever she was low or sacred or just like that. How will she be away from him. Tears were wetting her cheeks. She wished the results to be worst for the first time. She don't want to go. She can't go without letting him know that he rules her heart and she would have never known if something like this exist and if she knew it, it is because of him. She cried and cried till the sleep enveloped her away from the pain.
*****
"Maa..main ye...." Sana came screaming out from her room to show her mother how, the new dress she ordered looked on her but stopped as she saw Rahul.
"han beta....kya hua....dekh Rahul aaya hai tujhse kuch baat karna hai usko" Maa informed her leaving the two to themselves.
"hey Rahul.....batao kya baat hai....or waise I am very agnry at you tumne Shreya ko hurt kiya hai"
"maine??? kab kiya....." Rahul was perplexed not knowing when did it happen. Last, to his information he hasn't done any such thing.
"tum usese baat kyun nahi kar rahe ho" Sana tried to know the reason. Rahul understood, that Shreya has misunderstood, his not talking to her, as something else.
"Yaar, this girl......actually main kuch plan kar rha tha uske liye or mujhe pata tha agar main usese jyda baat krunga toh pakka bol dunga or meri mehnat bekar ho jaaegi"
"Woohhhhh.........surprise and alll......... I knew it I so knew it......... maine use bola tha lekin bolti hai nahi Sana aisa nahi hai woh ab mujhse bore ho gaya hai" Sana was excited at the piece of information, while Rahul was shocked to know what Shreya said and decided to get back at her but after the proposal.
"Acha chalo quickly quickly batao mujhe what have you planned.......or meri help chahiye ho toh batana"
"Isiliye aaya hun tumhare passs......you have known her for years now so help me plan the best proposal for her.....main bahut nervous hun yaar"
"Awwww how cute......" and she pinched his cheeks, letting him make faces further.
The proposal was discussed and planned with Shreya's likes in mind and his love in heart. Everything was sorted, how and when....from pin to plane everything was done. Sana for a moment thought if Sidharth would also someday do this for her. She smiled painfully and got back to what she was doing knowing it will never happen.
"I love you....." Rahul on his knees with Sana's hand and his eyes looking into hers, repeated it for the 10th time probably, without stuttering.
"I love you too... " Sana replied, abosrbed in the character of Shreya.
And this is how Shreya saw them. "I hate you Rahul and you betrayed me Sana and I feel myself as fool who trusted you two with my heart" and she rushed out banging the door.
"fuck" both muttered, but Sana stopped Rahul running behind her and giving her space because right she will not listen to a word and the situation can be worst.
You give me feelings I can't put into words.
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