FIRST LOVE❤ Little things called love ✔️

❣THIRTY❣

She woke up to the empty bed beside her and no head on her lap. She smiled a sad one though. She missed him incredibly. Two days, yet the room had his essence in each corner of it. Her bed was no more hers. She got up and sat with her back against the backrest and her mind drifted to the evening he was leaving, and a smile tugged her lips. She felt so full with love, feeling the memory, fresh and new. He was all she would ever wanted and even beyond that.

"Maa, main ab thik ho gaya hun, ab main wapas jaaun", Sana had a sulking face since morning knowing what is his mind was cooking and she felt empty suddenly as she heard him say those words. She looked at her mother and she could guess she was also not happy with fact of him leaving.

"Are, beta itni bhi kya jaldi..maa ke pass acha nahi lag raha hai"

"Nahi maa aisa nahi aapko pata hai na....I love you Maa...or ab toh main thik bhi ho gaya hun or mom bhi aa gayi hongi so...."

"Samjhti hun bache...koi na jaisa tujhe thik lage okay...par maa ko bhul mat jaana or aate rehna mujhse milne okay..."

"Han Maa", She kissed his forehead and turned around to the kitchen to feed him full and then let him go. He loved the food, undoubtedly, but the amount was not likeable because he was sure if he stayed more he will be like pregnant woman. Sana loved teasing him when she would see him making all the weird faces when he was overfed but didn't have in him to deny Maa.

She ignored him and followed maa. Sidharth just shook his head at the girl who was always at loggerheads with him for superfluous reasons and yet he would get around making her smile. He, in these days have developed the closet bond with her but didn't have any name for it. He knew every night she would sit beside and he intentionally would lay on her lap. He felt safe. But at the moment there were other things to look after.

The clock seemed to running faster than usual and in no time the clock ticked 4 pm. The little belongings which Rahul got him, once he was in notice of his accident, was packed and kept ready. Maa was busy with the restaurant and asked Sana to be with Sidharth. "Sana...tu yahan kya kar rahi hai beta..Sidharth ke pass jaa, dekh woh jaa raha hai or tu yahan muh sada ke baithi h ...instead of thinking about tomorrow you should make this time beautiful haina....main janti hun tu nahi chahti woh jaaye...par bacha he has to go na..." Sana knew she was being unreasonable and ignoring instead of being with him. She smiled at maa and rushed to her room, or their room. She entered and the smile vanished again when she heard him say..

"Han Rahul.. be there in one hour....ya buddy..okay I will se you.."

One hour more and he will go. How was she going to bid him, she didn't had the heart to do so and made her mind to do so. Walking up to bed she sat beside tight liped.

"Hey!....." but no reply

"Hi Sana", he again tried and she just hummed not meeting his gaze.

"Are you upset"

"No"

"You look like"

"I don't"

"Sweetheart, aise kyun kar rahi hai main milunga na tujhe college main"

"Toh...maine toh kuch bola hi nahi"

"Pata hai mujhe nahi bola...toh itna sada muh kyun banya hai"

"Aisa hi hai", and he laughed at it.

"Abey kya ho gaya baby.. abhi main thik ho gaya hun na toh jaana padega na"

"Hmm....don't forget to take your medicines.. and eat good food and on time", she dictated and he nodded his head. She looked up at him and smiled at his so beautiful smile, and amidst the smile her eyes filled up.

"Areyyyy..abhi kyun ro rahi hai...acha ek kaam karta hun kal main phirse tere ghar ke saamne gir jaaunga toh tu mujhe phir le aana okay" and the glare from her made him cower back and gulp his unsaid words

"Siddharth...is baar aisa kiya na m toh khud sar fod dungi aapka" he grinned at the little fire ball. She was in all senses a firefly, his firefly. The momemt was interrupted by the phone call and Sana's mood flipped instantly, to meena kumari zone.

"Hmmm.. yes Rahul han I will be ready... ring me when you arrive"

"Chal baby ab main jaun...Rahul aa raha hai"

"Hmmm"

He got off the bed, put on his shoes and carried his little backpack.

"Bye sweetheart", he kissed her forehead and walked upto the door, but found her still on the spot she was in.

"Chal", he demanded standing at the door of the room. She nooded in no and kept looking at oh-so-fascinating-floor.

"come here", he called her, she tiptoed towards him and stood at a distance. He smiled at how slowly she walked upto him and pulled her in a warm and tight hug. She hugged him back more fervently.

"Promise you will take care of yourself and koi bhi problem hui toh aap doctor ko dikhaoge and for once you will not act like a drama queen....promise me", she intoned sternly but with a breaking voice. The warm breaths of her kept hitting his open chest and creating havoc in him of emotions. He felt those breaths were giving him life and strength to leave her today when his soul wanted to melt in her and complete the incompleteness he felt being away from her.

"Haan, meri maa... I promise"

"Main maa nahi hun apki"

"Toh phir kya ho"

"Main Sana hun...apki Sana"

"You are the most beautiful , innocent and awdorable Sana.....meri Sana", his meri Sana and her apki sana were mere whisphers which were not audible. They both wanted the person to not hear and at the same time hear it.

"Take care, sweetheart", he broke the hug and kissed her chubby cheeks.

"I am missing you", Sana exclaimed as he took a step out of the room.

"Let me go first... or miss kya kar rhi abhi main yahi hun"

"Phir bhi..main kar rahi hun so aap chup raho..ap to jaa rahe ho na mujhe chod kar.go", she spoke twisting her lips.

"Jaa rha hun par hamesha ke liye toh nahi jaa raha na. mar nahi rha hun baby"

"Sidharth.....chup...and aisi bakwaas or Karo toh phir main nahi jaane dungi"

"Sorry Sweetheart...main majak kar rha tha", with this he again kissed her forehead and walked to meet maa before leaving and thanking her for all the care and love.

"Thankyou maa, aapne mera itna dhyaan rakha"

"OHHHH...ap kon hai kya main aapko janti hun", Maa spoke dramtically, and Sidharth after a minute understood why he received such reaction.

"Sorry maa"

"chup kar aaya bada... Thankyou maa...sorry maa..come here." and he was wrapped in the love of mother as she hugged and blessed him and even warned to be careful next time and with all the blessing. love and lots food he headed to his house.

With the fond memories of the not so good evening and a smile on her face she got off the bed and walked out for the coming day.

"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard"

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Sorry. sorry and sorry for being late but I have my exams and whenever I got time I did updated and thankyou so much for being so patient and waiting for me. I hope the update worth the wait. Keep loving and keep supporting and vote and comment if you it was nice. Lots of love💞💞💞💞