KILLER | MP ✓

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"listen elora, i didn't leave you to die. i wouldn't do that in a million years because i love you too god damn much to do that to you."

━ elora

i didn't know how to feel or even think. mattia and i just looked at each other not knowing what to say.

i went to open my mouth but nothing came out. the grip that he had around my waist tightened and so did his jaw.

"c-can i talk to you?" his raspy voice asked and i looked down at our feet as they moved back and forth.

i then looked back up and cleared my throat. i couldn't show him that is still cared and still loved him. that'd just make it easier for him.

"i'm not sure," i shrug. "i mean, if you're gonna leave me for dead again-"

i was cut of by mattia shaking his head and sarcastically laughing. "i didn't fucking leave you for dead."

"so explain to me why i woke up in a hospital bed on my own and have my now best friend tell me he found me on my own?" i squint my eyes and he sighs.

"if you let me talk to you— let me explain to you what happened then maybe you'd understand."

"whatever." i roll my eyes and he grabs my hand and leads me off of the dance floor and we begin walking out of the room.

we walk down a hallway that had gold on the wall. it looked very royal and it was very pretty.

we turned another corner and he took my hand and lead me up the stairs. mattia then opened a door and we walked in and i looked around.

there was a queen sized bed that had a dark blue throw over it and massive windows. the room had its own bathroom and very expensive things on the walls and floors.

"listen elora, i didn't leave you to die. i'd never do that in a million years because i love too god damn much to do that." he expressed and i stayed quiet.

"i'm begging you to believe me. who even told you that i left you for dead?" he asks and i sigh and look up at him.

"miguel, that guy i came here with. my best friend." i answer and he scoffs.

"well he's bullshitting." mattia shrugged.

"mattia, miguel found me laying on the floor bleeding out—"

"because you died in my arms! you fucking took your last breath while being in my arms!" he yelled and i flinched at how loud he was.

"mattia i'm not surewether to believe you to not...you've lied to me before—"

"when?!"

"when you made me think that you were dead!"

"well maybe you did the same! maybe you wanted to make out that you were dead and make me hurt!"

"maybe i did! maybe i did want you to think that i was dead! maybe i wanted you to hurt like i did!" i scream as tears run down my red cheeks.

i watched as mattia's faced softened and he walked over to me and held my hands.

"i just want you to know that i didn't leave you to die. i-i told you i loved you before i was forced to leave. i-if you don't believe me then we can go to the warehouse and w-watch the CCTV. i just want you to love me again." he pleads and begins crying.

i pull him in for a hug and scratch the back of his head. "whoever said i stopped loving you?" i whisper and he pulls me in tighter and cries harder.

"i believe you.." i mumble and kiss the top of his head. he pulls his head out of my neck and looks at me.

"you do?" he asks and i nod with a smile on my lips. he raises his hand and caresses my cheek with it. his thumb traces the outline of my lip as i bring my hand up and hold his wrist.

"can i kiss you?" he asks and i nod again.

he leans in and slowly plants his lips on mine. the kiss felt amazing. it was like my life was back together. the electricity ran through my body and it felt like fireworks were exploding in my body.

we eventually pull away and press our foreheads together. "i'm sorry for breaking into your house.." i smirk and he lets out a chuckle and shakes his head.

"don't worry about it."

we stare at each other for a little bit longer before he speaks up. "i love you."

"i love you too.."

we press our lips together again but this time it was a lot more rough. the kiss was needy.

AUTHORS NOTE!!
under this section there will be a little bit of smut. if you do not feel comfortable reading it then i suggest you scroll to the other authors note that's going to tell you that you can carry on reading! thank you :))

i felt as mattia trailed his hand up my arm and to the strap of my dress and slowly bring it down. he did the same for the other one.

he pulled away and began kissing at my jaw and kissed down the my neck.

i let out a soft moan and he grinned and sucked harder. i ran my fingers through his black hair and gently pulled at the ends of it causing him to groan.

he pushes the dress off of me and kneels down and takes my legs out of the whole of it. he then slowly stood back up but let one of his hands glide up my leg and to the place i needed him most.

he kissed me again and took my underwear off. he then picked me up and threw me onto the massive bed.

"no foreplay," he shook his head and began undoing the buttons on his white shirt. "i'm just going to get straight to the point."

i bite my lip and nod. "okay.."

AUTHORS NOTE!!
okay, y'all can read now. it wasnt that long because i literally don't like writing stuff like that. it makes me so uncomfortable sometimes LMAO

"this isn't even our bed." i breathily chuckle. i was still naked and so was mattia. the only thing covering us was the very thin sheet that spread across our private area.

i had my head laying on his chest and he had his arm wrapped around me.

"i know.." he also chuckled and kissed my forehead. "i missed you."

i look up at him and smile. "i missed you too." i kiss his lips softly and pull away and then lay my head back down on his chest.

"when are you going to talk to the others?" he asked referring to gia, fabiana, kairi and alejandro.

i shrug and sigh. "i don't know. i guess i'll talk to them when i'm next over your house."

mattia nods. "okay.."

ok so i have 1 big plot left of this book and 1 small one. so basically this book is almost finished but then again it's not. u get me? i hope u do. anyways, love u all! <3