KILLER | MP ✓

quarantacinque

'oh my gosh.. my daughter..'

— elora

i had been in hospital for two days now and i'd rang my papa. at first he was in shock and didn't believe me, that was until i told him to go to the hospital i was at.

i sighed once i saw the hospital door open. my papa walked in and his eyes immediately became glossy.

"oh my gosh.. my daughter.." his breathing hitched as he walked over to me with his hands over his mouth.

"h-hi, papa.." i spoke as tears made their way to my eyes. he gently pulled me in for a hug and cried into my shoulder.

"i-i thought i lost you.. t-that's what mattia said.."

i looked down at my lap once he pulled away and hugged then looked back up at me.

"mattia... he uh.. he left me for dead.." i told him and he gasped.

"what? that's not what he told me."

"he lied to you, papa.. i thought he l-loved me... he just left me for dead.." i begin crying and pap hugs me again.

"shh..." he whispered. "it's going to be okay."

+

— mattia

i was laying in my bed staring at the ceiling as tears poured from my eyes. i didn't know what to do.

usually i'd be with elora but .. she's dead. i promised to her father that i would protect her and i didn't. she was shot and died in my arms. i couldn't believe it.

suddenly, there was a knock at my bedroom door. i couldn't be asked getting up and answering the door.

"who is it?!" i yell but my voice was hurting from all the crying.

"alejandro, capo." ale said and i groaned.

"what do you want?!"

"can i come in?" he asks and i roll my eyes.

"no!" i tell him and he huffs.

"mattia.. we're all hurting.. she was our best friend too. we've just got to get on with our lives.." alejandro sighed and i let out a sarcastically chuckle.

"easy for you to say," i shout and sit up in my bed then walking over to the bedroom door and opening it to see ale standing there. once he saw me his eyes widen. i had bags under my eyes and wet cheeks from the tears. "you weren't in love with her."

alejandro huffed in defeat and nodded. "i just wanted to say that there's a new soldier that needs training.."

i shrug. "can't you do it?"

"i mean i guess—"

"well then do it!" i shoo him away and he sighs and walks down the stairs.

i slam the door shut again and walk back over to my bed and cry. i cry and cry until there was nothing left. until all my emotions were drained from my body. i then fell asleep thinking about the girl i love.

the girl i loved.

another short one sorry for that ! i do not know what to write but i promise u that when we get into it more it will hopefully become more interesting !!
also merry christmas for the people that celebrate it! 🎄