So much been going on I haven't been able to just relax and spend some time with jazz and jamy. I took the girls over jada and rhajer
House for a couple hours. Angel and Antonio jr was already there. They was so cute looking like they daddy. They both ran up to me hugging me. Then flew pass me to get to their cousins. I went into the kitchen to speak to jada who was cooking as usual. What's going on jada said. Too much I said sitting down. U looking good jada said. Thanks ma I said. Sooo I'm liking that ring jada said smiling . Yeah it's cute I said. Jada and me talk for a few before I left to meet jazz and jamy. Once walking Into our spot I greeted thim both with warms hugs and sat down stress was written all over their face. So whatsup jamy said?. Same ole same ole beside meek giving the silent treatment I'm doing fine I said.so what's going on with y'all I said. A lot jazz said. Mark is cheating. He's what? Jamy said. I was shock ass well. How do u know I said. Because I went to the doctor and found out that I have Chlamydia . Oh my god I said. Aw hell no where that nigga at so I can whoop his ass my damn self jamy said. Tears slip from jazz eyes I know I did shit but I never brought shit back home I'm so embarrass she said. U don't have to be embarrass jazz i said to her. So what now jamy said to her. I threw him out I'm done with him. But even I knew it wasn't that easy. After jazz got herself to together jamy start talking. So I thought I was doing okay yall know I been Going to see my therapist every Wednesday I even tried that dating site blackpeoplemeet.com but it didn't work I had another one of those episodes I know time is never coming back which is why in so angry cause it's been five Long years and I haven't move on. It's like I haven't even heal yet. Some people heal different jamy jazz said. I know I just be wondering when I will get over it but I know I won't cause I lost a child and my lover . But u also got two blessings that reminds u what it like to be love I said to her. Yeah I know she said smiling. I looked at my friend and my sister I love them to death. It was so easy talking to them we could tell each other everything, all our secrets without judging each other. We order us some drinks and finish talking. I got some else to tell you. Megan is pregnant she said. What the hell jamy said. Really I said. Yes and Rahkeem is the father. I damn near choke on my drink.
