3 weeks later:Byron had to catch me up to a lot of things that's was going on I been gone for 10 years I had to catch up on today fashion, slang, and technology.. I loved my beautiful loft Byron had brought me it was so nice I was so grateful. He was indeed a true friend he kept all his promises just like he said he would. But once he told me about the love of his life kola I was jealous all over again I mean let's face reality he would never want to be with someone like me. He seem so happy when he talk about her i wanted to see who was this woman who had my bk heads over heels. With only a dry towel around me i blow dried my long curly black hair. 15 minutes of blow drying it was finally dry. I slip on me some undies felt good walking around in my own home in none thing but panties and bra cause i can. I walk to my kitchen to get a yogurt and some green grapes, yeah I was starting off good I had to get back in shape.. My door bell rung I walk to my door and look into the peephole it was Byron unsure if I should open the door cause I was in my undies but I shrug my shoulders he seen a million asses ain't shit spectacular about mines ..I open the door. Maybe I should come back he said. Negro if u don't come in I said laughing. He came In and closed the door. I walk to my couch and sat down eating a few grapes. So whatsup I said to Byron . Nun much just in the neighborhood handling some business. That's sounds fun I said. Yeah u think he said. Is it awkward for u seeing me In my undies cause I don't mind going to put on some clothes I said to him. Naw u look good I mean u good he said. I smiled okay I said. Anyway I wanted u meet kola today if u didn't have plans. Okay what time u picking me up. 7 sharp so be ready and dressed he said joking. Haha very funny I said watching him leave . Love u he said love you too I said meaning it..... ...................<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<DINNER that night :Byron and kola home was beautiful I envy the fact that they shared this together it was hard seeing Byron so happy with her. This was some I dream of some I imagine when I use to sit my cell. Kola was a beautiful woman Byron sure did know how to pick them. So how is the food kola said asking her beautiful daughters they all said good. How is the food Bj she said looking At Byron handsome son. It's good he said smiling. We sat And ate quietly then Byron broke the slience. By telling me he wanted me to be In their wedding I look at him like he was crazy this nigga had me fuck up. I don't think I will be able to come I said. Why not he said. Cause I'm leaving soon I said. Byron look At me but he didn't say none. Maybe we should throw u a going away party kola said . Naw that won't be needed. After giving the kids dessert kola took them upstairs. I stood up to leave . Steph Byron said calling me but I kept walking he followed me out the door. What's up with u why u acting like this?. Just leave it alone Byron I Get okay. U get what he said. I get that u happy and I don't want too sit around like I'm happy cause I'm not Byron I love u
And I'm not pretending anymore it I get it your happy with her but we share is deeper. I love you too Stephanie he said. But u don't love me in the way I love you I look at him once before getting in my car. Driving off I had tears in my eyes I start driving faster I tried to slow down but it was too late I crash my car did two double flips..